Messages By: wintterose

I am 59 and counting, my sister is 62 as of July 1 and I would truly love to feel welcome when I talk with her, when I go to her home (holiday gatherings) etc.  Since we were kids my father always called her Queenie not sure if that was the beginning but who knows except her.  I get so hurt when we do talk no matter what I say, she comes back with a "You don't know what you are talking about attitude.  There are so many times I can't count when in a crowd and we talked about us as kids she always has to bring up the negative or things that are embarassing to me and hurtful.  If I ask her she tells me again it's my imagination or it's me because I have no confidence etc.  Again negative remarks..  I know it's not my imagination but I would like to know why she is so hostile toward me, not violently but just makes me feel so unwelcome even if she invites me.  It's like it all a big show, for what or who,,I ddon't know.  I just wish what ever she has in her crawl, she would open up and clear the air.  Tiem is to dear at this age but of course with her she has so many friends and family she really doesn't need a sister.