Messages By: tina83

Just wanted to let you know that I'm back, I had a pretty good time......How are you feeling?  Still having a really rough time?  I really hope your doing alright, I was concerned cuz I've been there & had the same addiction as you so i'm checking in.  Take Care.  Just keep hanging in there.....

sometimes it's easier talking to strangers, especially here we really don't judge others just try & help you & give you support the best we can.  Take Care

I know I don't come around very often any more, I'm sorry I ain't there for you.  But I just wanted to let you all know that today is my anniversary it's been 27 months since I last cut or hurt myself, It's still hard but I know it's worth it.  I can't live like I used to anymore, thats a big thing that keeps me from  going to it, when things get hard.  I've still been seeing my counselor I always dread going there but then usually it's not as bad once I get it over with yet some days I walk out in tears, it's hard going back in time & practically relive the past.  Well I hope everything is going well with you thanks for listening take care.

 

has anyone heard anything from tamsue or yesyoucan?

Thank you so much for your help & information. I don't post that often anymore so I didn't know the situation so thanks take care.

well the 21st was my 29th anniversary of not cutting or burning myself & ironicly it was one of the worst days.  I didn't tell anyone or make it obvious what day it was because I thought I could do without & plus I was hoping someone would say something without me having to say anything.  I'm the type where I need to be acknowelded you know for getting where I am now & I was so upset all day cuz nobody said anything but it was my fault also because I was assuming they would know what day it was and all that.  Finally towards the night I finally was just to upset & couldn't take it anymore so I told my friend & she wasn't even aware of the date & then told me what I needed to hear & said I need to tell her on those days cuz she didn't know the date so anyway really I made my day miserable.  Well I gotta work on reaching out & not trying to do stuff alone because I don't have to I'm just so used of having only myself to deal with things & now I actually have people & I don't always use them, sometimes theres people there that care & would do anything & support them but we are just not always aware of it.  Well I'll leave I just felt like writing..take care everyone.  Thanks hope your all doing well.