Hey everyone I'm 21 years old and been suffereing on and off with EDNOS for 7 years now. It all started with a comment from my mom "oh your getting kind of chunky" and it triggered my obsession to get thin. I went from excercising to eating all the right foods. As people started to compliment me more I got more deep into it excercising 6hrs a day ,overdosing on dietpills,bingeing and purging and this was a dailyroutine for me . I am much better from where I started but honestly can I say that will I l ever recover I think not I think ANA and MIA will always stay with me till the day I die.BUT DO i WANT TO DIE FROM IT NO! Till this day I still struggle with self image .I'll pinch my side now and then think i have a fat face and have thoughts of overdosing on over the counter dietpills because I want to lose weight so bad. this is a never ending cycle for me.And I hope one day I can just live my life free and not waste years trying to pursue and achieve a fantasy.I want to learn to accept after having a baby my body will never go back to how it was.I just want to learn to LOVE MYSELF! even if im a size 6 or 7/
