I have struggles with PPD for three and a half years now. After my first daughter was born, I was diagnosed with PPD. I took medications and was fine. It took me 10 months to get the courage to go to the doctor.
After my second daughter was born, I was back on the medication but it didn't work. They even doubled the dose. I have now been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (their births were both c-sections. There is more to the story but it is very long!). I have no idea how to get over this. I am trying! I have weeks where I can't do anything. I don't want to get out of bed. I am having suicidal thoughts but wouldn't actually do it (I don't think). I want to see my kids grow up. Thanks for listening!