I'm in South Africa and eventually envy you guys for supporting each other. I NEED the Ultimate Weight Loss book by Dr Phil but can't find it anywhere here. I've very low self-esteem, I don't socialise because of my obesity. People often stare at me, I once went to a friend's party everyone was happy dancing instead I was sitting on the corner hiding myself in baggy clothes. We're about to go to our school reunion in 2006 I don't think that I will because I didn't get a chance to attend my PROM night as my mother couldn't afford to buy me that DRESS so I stayed at home instead. The reunion will be my last chance to wear it but not in this body. It's killing me. I wish somebody could help me not to give up. 
 
Keep up on supporting each other.