Messages By: sellers17

 We could have been married to the same person. I got married when I was 18, had my first child by the time I was 19, my second when I was 21. The man controled everything I did !  It took 10 yeard to get away from him, but the damage has been done. My oldest son in some ways acts just like his father. Hes now almost 15 and my heart breaks sometimes at the way he treats people. 

 Get out now!!  Dr. Phil wont tell you to get out now but I will.... if not for yourself ... for your kids.... 

  My husband and I have been trying to have a baby now for YEARS but it feels like a lifetime. I have 2 older children, and he  "thinks " he has a child. ( but thats another topic )  

  I go back and forth on taking our longing for a child to another level. Our insurance isnt the best in the world, it will ocver all testing to find out "IF " theres anything wrong, but if the docs find anything our insurance wont cover anything tohelp us get pregnant. I have made and cancled Dr.s appts . so many times its crazy........who knows maybe I am crazy.. or just making myself  crazy....