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October 7, 2005, 12:34 am CDT

My ex of 1year1/2

 My ex   was 26 when we started seeing each other . He was controling , we had sex within 2 weeks . I didnt want it . I was 18 1/2 .His family and friends loved me . As time went on he started drinking about every day . we were never vilent twards each other . He cheated on me in feb 2004 , with a married friend of mine  23 .(we are no longer friends) It hurt  really bad . I chose to stay with him , although it took  me a month to look at him  in the face .I had heard roamars at work what he told people we wernt together . in may this year  he and  a friend came over , procied to call my friends and ask them questions . We were drinking , looking at porn ,called an old friend of  his ,never said anything about me . I taped him on the leg  and said ,"get the f  out of my house now " !!!! after  that we got in to a phisical fight . I thought at one point he loved me .
Its been  4 months later after the e-mail i got from him . he called only to see if i hed left Htown . He also got married a month and a week after the e-mail , and got a real job . he haddent had a job for 6 months . I moved to Austin on may 29 , and have been much  happyer now .
I would never be in that kinda relationship again . And never want to see him again .
 
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October 7, 2005, 2:25 pm CDT

Condoms in School

   When i was in the 6th grade i knew that at lest 80 of my class of 623  were preganent .
I rember in the 9th grade the sex ed class , witch was not very good . Childern will have sex anyway . However i lost my verginty right before i turned 18 . I wasnt ready , i used protection . i'm 20 now been on "the pill" of three years . I have no children .
   Even my senar year although i swicthed to a high school in Houston . Even there their were about a 200 girls pregnent through out the school . I had two praganent scarse back then .
  The schools and the parents NEED to get involed . Recently I had to go to the hospital becuse of a car accadent , thier i meet a 14yearold girl and here mom . The 14yearold was preganent  ,her mom had no idea that her 15yearold boy friend was having sex . No protection . The girl was scard , and in a lot of pain .
   I have  no children , but we need to protect are kids and let them know that we care . Parents sit down with your kids ,dont scream . Dont  just give  them  at  15 "the pill" . Your giving the ok to have sex . I do belive the schools should hand out something than booklets , thats not going to protect them . We need to make a program for the children through 6th through 12th . And Condoms I think in high school is ok as long as in a good informational program . They need to know the procusin of having sex , and how to protect there self and others.
 
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October 7, 2005, 3:32 pm CDT

Anorexia

 I had an eating disorter for  3 years . My senor year  in the middle i wighed 96ponds . My Dr.s were worried . I was not able to keep my food down , I hid it from my grandamother . when i moved in here house in  march . I went through three jobs  durring  thoughs years . My eating disorter got in the way . Sometimes the smell of food made me sick . I worker at a  hibbatchie/sushi resturant , if i got nervus  i would go throug up . It was a little more than a dally acorance .
 when  i moved on to a new job ,it was getting worse including when i was trying to snack  . As time  went on , I passed out  in the bathroom .
4 months after that when i worked with a shoe place . After i would go eat  in the mall and within 15min i would have to throug up .I weghed 95pounds, 19 at the time . It got in the way of my job . It was now more than everyday accorance  two to three times a day . Passing out , forgetting where i was , it got scary .
Its been  7 months after i got fired from the job , it no longer happens im now 110pounds .
My dr.s told me it was stress related . I im now carful what i eat , when i eat . Im scard it will come back and this time go to the hospitel .
 
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October 8, 2005, 12:02 am CDT

My brest size is fine

 Ok, look I'm a size 24A .And i'm 20 . I'm a topless dancer , I'm happy with it !! Why would i want to runen my body gave me cuz the men  around me ; are so superfishal !!!! Honestly , I think I'm a pretty woman . I been dancing a year , now havent changed my mind . Brest arent going to rune my relationship , if i cheat or lie . Not something like that . I dont know one person thats really happy with thier bodys . I dont like the fact I'm 5ft2in , would like to be able to model and walk down a runway . What I do is I'm a writer and would love to get my book publshed !!! Nothing to do  with my body . I would love to work a regualer job again !!!! In an office doing paper work !
My thing if you dont like me , Oh well cuz ; i like me and your openan doesnt matter , ill still be able to sleep tonight . And it wont be about my Brest.
 
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October 9, 2005, 2:00 am CDT

Its Crazy

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It's crazy, I know exactly what your talking about. I have a hard time eating too.What sucks for me is that people are always telling me how thin and pretty i am and when i look in the mirror i just  don't see it. I know i'm not fat but I see myself as chubby and always find areas where i can improve on. I have gotten alot better though. I used to not have breakfast or lunch and then when i'd get back from school i'd have a bowl of cereal. Now, since it's cross country season I make myself eat, but i still worry about calorie intake and about gaining weight. It sucks, because i don't know what a porpotional meal would be. I do not consider myself anorexic though. When you say you are anorexic, what do you eat? Obviously you have to be eating some things or u wouldn't be alive,right. Please email me back
 Hey , I would love to email you . I did not however see it on your profile . here is mine Wendieann1064@yahoo.com . Let me know what your going through . Its been under a year sence i throug up . I'm happy , but scared . Its still an emotainal strugly with thinking i ganing a few pounds , like 4 . sometimes I dont want to eat  cuz  ,i want to stay thin (not healthy ) . Please message me .
 
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October 12, 2005, 1:21 am CDT

My Family that almost non exsent

My  family is not around . I lived at my great great aunts house for 12 years . I was in Htown till the age of 7 then moved for dallas . I moved back to hown in 2002 to live with my dad and step mom . it lasted 6months , manly cuz my step mom said i was getting in the middle of thier relationship . I would try to talk to my father , BUT ALWAYS GO THROGH MY STEP MOM !!!! my real mom is not around period cuz she is a junky . I now live in Austin , to get away from the negativty .
       Also  I'm pretty much just alwed around the Holladays . I'm 20 , I want to be close to the family . I lost my childhood cuz i moved so much . And even now , I dont get help . I wish a lot of times i wasnt born . Thier is a lot of times I would love to get to know my father before its to late . I went through hell in dallas as a kid , never allwed to anything ;exsept going out side,church ,and school . No Friends . I adment I'm not perfet . My one dream before I get married is my family to be there . At my age i think i lost my chance,. anyone have any advice ??????? HELP ME GET CLOSE TO MY FAMILY
 
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October 13, 2005, 3:54 pm CDT

cheerleder scandal

 Wow, to me it seems to me that she was somewhat sorry for what she did . Hit and run , and then lieing about what happend seems adveouse , of what she did . She murdered the 18year old !!! Personaly im supprised she didnt get more than 12 years !!!That also must be so hard for both familys .
 
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October 13, 2005, 10:59 pm CDT

Sex

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um hi.im only 13 and many of my boyfriends already wanna have sex with me but i say no im going to wait intill im married am i right or wrong for that?
 No, keep it that way till your ready , mature and  ready and know about what you need to know to protect  yourself .
 
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October 15, 2005, 12:41 am CDT

Toxic Family Relationships

Quote From: austingirl

My  family is not around . I lived at my great great aunts house for 12 years . I was in Htown till the age of 7 then moved for dallas . I moved back to hown in 2002 to live with my dad and step mom . it lasted 6months , manly cuz my step mom said i was getting in the middle of thier relationship . I would try to talk to my father , BUT ALWAYS GO THROGH MY STEP MOM !!!! my real mom is not around period cuz she is a junky . I now live in Austin , to get away from the negativty .
       Also  I'm pretty much just alwed around the Holladays . I'm 20 , I want to be close to the family . I lost my childhood cuz i moved so much . And even now , I dont get help . I wish a lot of times i wasnt born . Thier is a lot of times I would love to get to know my father before its to late . I went through hell in dallas as a kid , never allwed to anything ;exsept going out side,church ,and school . No Friends . I adment I'm not perfet . My one dream before I get married is my family to be there . At my age i think i lost my chance,. anyone have any advice ??????? HELP ME GET CLOSE TO MY FAMILY
 I guess no one cares about me
 
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October 15, 2005, 11:41 am CDT

10/13 Cheerleader Scandal

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Besides, you don't even know why you watch the show remember...
 I do remember WHY I watched the show !!!!! I"M not StUpID , and your coment by the way isnt the nicest !
 

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