Messages By: leslielp1970

All i could do was cry when i read your message. your a beautiful person and a very strong woman. I dont know you our family but i will say daily prays for you. Dont give up PLEASE. I think the children could use so counsling. It really helped my son after his dad died. Alot of places will do it for free for the children.You are in my thoughts and prays.You and your husband are special people to take care of these children there really need you two right know. Time heals all woms. It will get better for all of you. Take one day at a time.

                         GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY

I am so sorry for you. You and your family are going through a terrible chain of events. This is the only advice I know to give you...hope you are not affended. You truely need some help and I want you to get that help. But pray to God for help. Be specific in exactly what you want and need. God wants us to turn our troubles to him and tell him what we are needing. If you have a minister, go talk to him, see if he is aware of any resources that may be of help to you. There has to be something.

I so hope I have not affended you...I do believe in God and I'm not trying toput  my beliefs on you....but I'm going through a very tough time my-self...and praying and talking to God is what is keeping me stable.

I hope the very best for you. I will say a prayer for you. I hope you get exactly what you need. Good luck and blessings to you!

I am 53yr old women and i've been battling ending it all for 10yrs since my husband died...i'm in debt, broke, live with my sister in a remote area, i have 2 grown children one i dont see due to her husband he's controlling i try , my son  is married but lives in another state his wife is depressed......

my sister offered a room , we havent lived together since we was children and its a strain sometimes.....for both of us..my brother in law also, rents so exspensive here i dont earn enough to cover it....i feel i was born to be unhappy, my mother tried to kill us when we was young and she suffers depression.....i've seen a doctor and he says i'm suffering post traumatic stress but he hasnt helped me, that was in the city a couple of years ago....i dont see any hope other than death for me, it seems like my only option...its a tiny outback town with no professionals here..i feel i've just made another mistake again since he died.....

when he died i became anerexic, then i married out of loneliness someone who threatened my life and has threatened to hunt me down for leaving.......and now i'm so depressed i barely function..i can see no way out anymore..my depression swells my joints and i have constant panic attacks........has anyone else been in the same place as i am could you give me some advice please i cant hold on much longer