On my good days I can be the most loving, caring, giving and nurturing person. I can be your best friend, your psychologist, your confidant... you get the picture. On my bad days I can be the most irritating, snappy, emotional, angry, selfish, evil person who needs a psychologist.
The problem is I never know which one is going to show up. I am 28 years old now and I think I want to have children on my good days but on my bad I am happy that I don't have children so I can't screw up their lives. I have more good days then bad... but the bad days scare me. I do not have a good relationship with my mother and I don't want my children to not like me or hate me or have my bad days mentally effect my children for the rest of their lives.
So my question is, If I know all this going in should I have children? Who would want me as their Mother?
