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October 12, 2005, 11:18 am PDT
brand new to this....
my boyfriend and i have been together for over two years now. we love each other so very much, but sex has always been an issue....i would be happy with it 3 times a week, while he would be happy with once every thee weeks...if not longer...he says "he can take it or leave it" but the problem is that i know he watches internet porn...last week he told me that he got rid of all of it and doesn't do it any more....
so here's the thing,...it gets even deeper...he says that since he wants to marry me, he wants to stay celebate until we do get married (we have been going to church more often, and i think the whole premarital sex thing veiwed in God's eyes are making him say this...) But i wan't snooping, i checked the history on the internet to find a web page i used for a school report, and saw lists of porn sites...so i know he is still looking at it...why is he lying to me about it? why would he rather watch porn and jerk off than be with me and why celabate until marriage?
i am sssooo confused!!!
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