Messages By: fire_fly

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October 17, 2005, 8:07 pm PDT

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Jessica,  I so wish I had the answers to give to you.  I lost 3 babies during our 4 yrs of infertility.  I was so blessed to have an amazing Dr who ordered many tests on me and even more lucky to have an answer. I was diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder Factor V Leidan. I received 2 shots of heparin a day in my belly for the 9 months of my pregnancy and for 6 weeks after I gave birth. I urge you to seek your Dr.s opinion. Having answers helped me so much. I still grieve for my lost angels and know they look over my family. Nancy

There are no answers. I lost my 6th baby in August this year, a son, Ciaran. Prior to Ciaran I've had one other stillbirth, and 4 miscarriages, and am still no closer to finding answers. It's heartbreaking, and every single time i have thought that i couldn't go on, and i couldn't try again, and that i couldn't live if it happened again, but in reality, i pick up the pieces and i keep trying, because one day, it will work, and if it doesn't, then I treasure being able to get pregnant in the first place, and have my babies for however long i have them for.  

  

Some women don't even get that. 

 

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