Hi, there. I'm new on the boards here. I've been bulimic since I was 12, that was 20 years ago. Within the last year I have started to really think its a problem. I know that sounds pretty bad but I didn't throw up every day over the last 20 years. I went through spurts. In the last year I have gotten pregnant twice. I've been on the pill but depending on the time of day, I sometimes throw it up. It has been a nightmare. I think the more upset I get about doing it, the more I do it. I've not decided to get fixed so getting prgnant doesn't interfere with my purging. I think this may be the worst I've been since I started.