Messages By: maddyap

Quote From: seesha

 Hello everyone.  I am new here.  My husband and I are no longer ttc, but I still struggle sometimes with the fact that I haven't experienced pregnancy.  I have two beautiful children through adoption and I thank my Heavenly Father for them daily.  When I look at them, I understand why I couldn't get pregnant when I wanted to.  When we get the 2nd adoption paid off, we'll try to adopt again.  I get so tired of people saying, "now that you're not trying, you'll get pregnant" or "now that you've adopted 2, you'll get pregnant."  If I do, that's great, but if I don't, that's ok too.  I still feel blue sometimes, but's it's not too bad.  Mainly just when I hear of someone close to me becoming pregnant, like my 19 year old niece.  She graduated from HS in May, got married one week later and is expecting her first baby in June.  I am not upset with her in anyway...just wishing I knew what she was going through.  Of course, once the bundle of joy is here then I'll be able to relate to her.  I was fortunate to get my oldest straight from the hospital and my youngest was only 4 days old.

It's good to find a place to vent, or just be myself without people judging me!