Just reading that small portion i believe your anxiety is the problem. I have the same problem i'm twenty three and still a virgan. I just worry alot and i'm sensitive and when i get hurt i'm hurt forever. The good news is there are so many great woman out there that i want to be with someday. The truth is time is now but this life is not a race we all have our own path. I believed you are blessed because now you can start fresh and you've learned alot already before any big mistakes. Age is just a number , there are guys like me that would prefer a virgin to share that first time.
Take a deep breath and know that each of us at one time or another have been where you are. I used to be angry for awhile, and then learned that it was because I was frustrated with an angry world all the time. But I can't change anyone, but I can change myself. Lower my expectations to a more manageable level and create short term goals instead of huge ones that will never get met. It made a world of difference.
