Messages By: olivetree7

Did anyone notice? When Holly described one of her dreams, did she not specifically mention seeing 4 dark figures which she then banished by commanding them each to Hell?  And, didn't Sharon list 4 demons she feels torment her? 

Perhaps Holly has been doing battle on the behalf of someone she only met yesterday.   

Dr. Phil often says he believes things happen for a reason....Sharon was so sad and worried about what potentially having demons might do to her salvation.  Maybe there's a message to Sharon to Fear not!  You are so precious that Angels fight for you when you aren't even aware.   

I was struck by a resonance between these 2 stories, but I may simply remember the dream wrong. 

I guess everyone who says that this isn't real, or is 100% psychological have never really experienced it. Sorry, but mental problems don't make things fly off tables and smash into a wall. Mental problems don't change the temperature in a room. Mental problems don't create apparitions that several people can see...everyone seeing it without any prior suggestion.  I have been touched, paralyzed, and even strangled by things I cannot see.  

Sure, one can say that it is all in my head or there is a physiological cause for it.  I used to think that, too. I had medical tests including EEG to rule out some type of seizure, but everything came back normal. That leaves psychological. I do have post traumatic stress disorder and Dissociative Identity disorder. If you don't know what that is, I wont try to explain it here.  That said, I will say that SOME of the physical symptoms could be attributes to dissociated body memories/abreactions.  But I know that some of them are not.  

I am a survivor of satanic abuse as a child and have a history of satanism.  It is absolutely real. I find it odd that many Christians believe in angels and miracles, but they don't believe in demons or curses.  A lot of people who believe they are cursed, really are not. But that certainly does not mean that NOBODY is tormented by evil or by curses. One thing I will say is that whether or not it is real for an individual, the only way to know for sure is by finding a good therapist who believes in the possibility of spiritual oppression.  

Read books, talk to pastors...get a lot of opinions. If it becomes clear that you do need deliverance/exorcism, for petes sake do NOT let just anybody who calls themself an exorcist work with you.  You will wind up worse off than before!!  I know because it has happened to me.  I have yet to find someone reputable who understands both dissociation and spiritual warfare. I have to believe that there is someone somewhere, otherwise there is no hope for me.  

You don't know what Dissociative Identity Disorder is, do you?  Some of your suggestions are out of reach right now because I lose time. I don't choose it, it just happens. I am a Christian and have already been baptized. Also been through Neil Andersons "steps to freedom".  I've been to every ministry within driving distance, and you would not believe the stuff I've been through with them.  I cannot attend church right now. Long story.  Besides, every christian church I've tried to attend has asked me to leave before long.   Suffice it to say that they don't believe me.  

 I find people who believe in dissociation, but not spiritual oppression...and I can find people who believe in oppression, but not dissociation.  In other words, either shrinks dismiss any discussion of spiritual things and say its ALL in my head. OR churches who say it is ALL spiritual and do not believe in DID.  Sometimes the right kind of help is not available so all one can do is function as best as they can.  I don't bother trying to make friends anymore because they can't handle knowing the truth about me.