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April 19, 2006, 12:11 am CDT

**California: A BUDDY IN SACRAMENTO

I am in Sacramento, I am 42 and i weigh 280 give or take a few , I can not seem to get the motivation to lose it. I am depressed most of the time, and self medicated the rest of the time, i don't know what to do. I don't have the will or the confidence to lose the weight
 
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March 4, 2007, 7:25 pm CST

I can't help myself

Well i still am not able to do it! I can not get rid of the depression. i have no social life i go to work then home and once i am home i don't go anywhere. i have weekends off  and sometimes i don't leave the house not even to walk outside for 2 day's. My weight has become bad enough that i feel like i am 100 years old my knees hurt my back hurts I feel like a FREAK. I wish i could go to sleep and not wake up.
 

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