Messages By: thando1

I am the only child of my mother & father my mum& dad both married to step parents. I have 5 brothers & 1 sister . I live with my mother my 2 brothers & 1 sister the other 3 brothers are my dads children & i sont see them much. My mother & father dont get along but i still see my brothers. the meaning of family to me: is defenatly when i get to spend time & see all of my brothers & especially the ones that i dont see i really miss them spending time with them is the most joyus time of my life they mean a lot to me.

My other family my gran & aunt are also so spontanues & always there to support me when i need them they tell me when im wrong & guide mw through to the light i love them to bits they are very special to me.

My best friend is also my family coz when i need a shoulder to cry on she is there what ever i need to shed a tear sulk moun shout that is the first person i think of then i just let it out about evry body

i abserlotly hate my step father & always take it out on my younger brother to get my mothers attention. I dont like being this way but its not what i chose for myself i am just like that i kinda abuse my brother & smack him & sometimes i fear i will one day hurt him badly. He makes me angry & says things to me then i get real mad & really take it out on him. i also sometimes find that i also demand attention with the wrong people like people i go out with & stuff. I need to stop before i actually get myself killed.