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May 29, 2006, 11:30 am PDT

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Hey, I need some help. A few months ago I started trying to deal with something, and right now I'm not sure how to. When I was younger (8 or 9) a family member told me to do something with them but I didn't know it was wrong. I started thinking about it a few months ago, and now I don't know how to deal with it... I don't know whether to feel guilty or to be frustrated.
What did you do with this person?.  Or i mean what did they make you do? If they told you to do it with them. Dont feel guilty it wasnt you're fault. You can feel fustraded because it does get you that way.
 
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May 29, 2006, 11:32 am PDT

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Hey, I need some help. A few months ago I started trying to deal with something, and right now I'm not sure how to. When I was younger (8 or 9) a family member told me to do something with them but I didn't know it was wrong. I started thinking about it a few months ago, and now I don't know how to deal with it... I don't know whether to feel guilty or to be frustrated.

I understand why you would feel guilty. But why do you feel frustrated? - if you have email and it would amke ti easyer to tell me do so- Email- teddy823@msn.com 

 
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May 29, 2006, 1:00 pm PDT

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I don't really want to say exactly what it was they told me to do. But I do feel guilty, because I feel like I should have known better even though I didn't even know what I was doing. I feel frustrated because I have no clue how to feel right now.  

Its fine to not say. But whenever you're ready to say. You can come to me. It's harder to help you if i dont know what it is. Its fine not to know what to feel. I been there alot and it gets you very upset. It make you feel lost. Do you feel lost? 

 
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May 29, 2006, 2:19 pm PDT

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Yeah. I do.
Why do you feel lost? , like i said if you dont wanna say things in here you can email me. teddy823@msn.com
 
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May 29, 2006, 6:13 pm PDT

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Admitting is the first step. But did you know better? Consenting and against your will, or not knowing right from wrong are totally different things.  

  

  

mbreaker........I didn't mean to "upset" you. Just trying to help. I know that not all 15 year old  feel peer pressure. It is hard to understand completely with out knowing everything that is going on with your situation. As for helping others, nothing wrong with that. Just don't loose prospective about your self. It is easy to jump into helping others and forgetting about dealing with our own being. 

  

Nora 

I know you were it just ticked me. I dunno what to say anymore..ttyl.. im not feeling so well my stomach is messing up b/c im an idiot and ate food i shouldnt have
 
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May 29, 2006, 6:15 pm PDT

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i will help whoever i want, whenever i want. No one can stop me on that. I feel its my purpose.
 
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May 30, 2006, 5:12 am PDT

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Csp.. whatever you ppl spell it to lazy to look back now.I dont know what it is. I already looked up hotline in NY. so i have 3 numbers. I'll CALL  them WHEN im READY. Okie... well... ill loook back here later...l8t3rzzz
 
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May 30, 2006, 5:15 am PDT

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Ok....Nora, mbreaker, and ciscogirl...timeout people! I thought I was the dramamama! LOL.....First off, let me say that I think helping others where ever we are is good. I think that most of us just need someone to listen and I think we all are trying to do that. I know that Nora you have been healing for many years now as have I. And I know that mbreaker and ciscogirl are in the mist of dealing with all this. We are all on the same side here I think. We all want the same thing for us and others. Now... 

  

Nora you seem very wise. Thank you for helping me as well as others. Your words are both encouraging and helpful. I find it smart to listen to you. 

  

Mbreaker...hey! we're friends right? Don't let your tummy get the best of you. Be strong and know we all mean the best for you. Whatever you do and go through. We r here!  

  

Ciscogirl, I want to know why you feel responsible...if you are not comfortable sharing here you can email  one of us and share in a more private arena...or perhaps you r not ready to do that yet....that's ok....we understand and have all been there......right girls?......it does not matter how old either of you were.......wrong is wrong.....and right is right.......fyi 

  

As for me, I am doing well. I still deal with anger sometimes. I have learned to stop and try to figure out why I am angry and then I can usually decide better what to do about it. Often it has to do with feeling taken advantage of....makes sense... 

  

On a side note, I was up at 6 this morning chasing a mouse and a bird that my cat graced my house with....not a great alarm clock....Imagine that one and laugh cause I sure did!  

  

God bless all of you....you are all on my prayer list! Like it or not! LOL Toodles! 

Ok..see... you were talking to me when the stomach was upset. I dealed with it by sitting still and calm then went to bed..more of cryed myself to sleep...O.O... Im fine , im kinda sick of help from people because i was on crutches for a week and i got cranky lol so now im trying to remmeber there's a difference there no one needs to hold my books. No one can take something i need...lmfao i feel bad for you!! stupid mouse and bird!!!..... i'll talk to you later today!!!.  

 
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May 30, 2006, 5:16 am PDT

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Ok.. it was cps... i think..lol
 
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May 30, 2006, 7:45 am PDT

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I could only look over what you all said need to get lunch for myself and head to school... found out i need to see a phyical theropist for my ankle for like 6 weeks 3 times a week.. if only a re theropist would come that fast it would be nice!. But now that means i cant horse back riding for awhile...well start...o.o..k well much love to all thanks laterzzz
 

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