Messages By: mbreaker

I hope you are more than half alive! I hope you are doing well!  Take care And God Bless. 

Djmatt 

Hi Meghan,  Sleep is an easy way to shut things out. I did it when I was little. And even as an adult. It's a way the body deals with the trauma. So just give in to it. Don't ever doubt that God doesn't care. He does. It may not seem like it, but he does. DO you know the poem Footsteps? If not I can look it up and show it to you. You can print it off if you would like and hang it in your room. You would be surprised at how many of us here on the board are praying for you. You are 15 and we are older than you. So we take you under our wing and protect the best way we can. Prayer.....and reading and responding to your posts. I know this is hard for you, I know what you are going through. I know your pain. But never ever give up hope! I know in my heart that something will break loose soon. So hang in there and keep fighting. Just knowing that you have real friends on here that care will keep you going. We love you Meghan.....don't ever forget that!  

God Bless.....Nora & the rest of your family here on the board. 

Today my H told my daughter that she had till Friday to 

get out of the house. He said that he was going to move her 

stuff to her dads. He didn't care if he sexually abused her 

before. She is just using it as an excuse, she could fight 

him off now. That is what he says to me, that she is using 

it as an excuse all the time. 

He told me he didn't care if I didn't want to be married to him anymore. 

She just can't live with us anymore. I guess this would be my time to go, 

right? SIGH! 

I guess I am just venting and upset right now, not knowing how to 

absorb this at the moment. As you can tell there is much more to this  

story, but I can not write it all right now. Have a good weekend!