Messages By: momkay

  HELLO THERE, 

    I HAVE FOUGHT THIS THING CALLED DEPRESSION SINCE CHILDHOOD. I TAKE MEDICINE NOW THAT JUST MAKES ME SAD. I HATE THINKING THAT A LITTLE PILL HAS TO CONTROLL MY THOUGHTS, MOOD, AND EMOTIONS. LIFE IS JUST THAT WAY.  THANK GOD JESUS LOVES ME AND HAS SENT PEOPLE MY WAY TO HELP ME ALONE THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE. SUPPORT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO A DEPRESSED PERSON EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T THINK SO. WHEN WE TRY TO HIND AND STAY ALNE, WELL DON'T GIVE UP ON US, JUST LOVE US AND BE PAIENT WITH US. 

  UNTIL YOU WALK IN SOMEONES SHOES YOU DO NOT KNOW WHERE THEY HAVE BEEN IN LIFE OR WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH.  

   I HAVE GREW UP AS A CHILD OF A STEP FATHER WHO STARTED ABUSING ME AT TWO. IT WENT ON FOR YEARS. I HAD PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS UP, BUT AFRAID TO STEP OUT AND HELP.  

  I PRAY THIS WOMAN WILL LEAVE THIS MAN AND PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE WERE HE NEEDS TO BE, UNDER THE JAIL HOUSE. I PRAY FOR HEALING FOR BOTH MOTHER AND GIRL. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR KITTY STEPPING UP TO THE PLATE!!!!  

   MY HEART GOES OUT TO THE THREE YEAR OLD!  WATCHING THIS SHOW FRIDAY AND WATCHING JERAMEY MADE ME WANT TO BEAT HIS HEAD IN! HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ANSWER DR. PHIL FASTER ON HISQUESTIONS. THERE IS NO THINKING ABOUT IF YOU STUCK YOUR TOUNGE IN YOUR CHILDS MOUTH OR NOT. THAT WAS A YES OR NO QUESTION!

  IF THIS CHILD IS LET TO GO AND VISIT THIS MAN ALONE, THEN THE STATE HAS FAILED HER! IF HIS NEW LADY HAS THIS CHILD AND DOESN'T WATCH IT, THEN THE CHILD SHOULD BE TAKEN FROM HER. THIS MAN IS SICK, AND HAS NO BUSSINESS AROUND CHILDREN AT ALL.

   NO MY CHILD WOULD HAVE NEVER WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE IF SHE CAME HOME SAYING HE TOUCHED MY PEE PEE! THAT IS SICK AS HELL!!!! I DON'T CARE IF HE WAS MOLESTED AS A CHILD, THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DO IT TO OTHERS. THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THIS BEHAVIOR AT ALL! GUILTY HE IS, JUST WATCH HIS ACTIONS TO QUESTION'S, HIS EYES TELL IT!!!!!

  I WANT OR DO NOT LIKE MIRRORS MYSELF! I MYSELF NEED TO LOOSE ABOUT 165 MYSELF SINCE I HAVE ARTRTIS AND SOME OTHER ISSUES, BUT IT JUST ANI'T HAPPENING. ONCE YOU GAIN THE WEIGHT IT IS TO HARD TO GET IT OFF. I TELL MYSELF I NEED TO START EATING BETTER AND TAKING CARE OF MYSELF, BUT IT IS COSTLY TO EAT RIGHT. WE EAT WHAT WE CAN.  TO ALL THOSE OVER WEIGHT YOU ARE NOT ALONE, AND THIS IS THE BATTLE OF MOST ALL AMERICAN WOMEN. THOSE TRYING TO LOOSE AND ARE LOOSING KEEP GOING AND REACH YOUR GOAL! YOU WILL BE PROUD IN THE END!

  I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND WANT TO DIE SOMETIMES. I DISCUSE MYSELF!

  AS A MOTHER, AND A SURVIVOR OF SEXUALLY ABUSE, AND KAYLEE WAS THE SAME AGE AS I WAS WHEN IT STARTED. I WOULD NOT LET MY DAUGHTER GO IF I THOUGHT SHE WAS BEING ABUSED, BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE THE ABUSE TAKEN PLACE, LISTEN TO THE CHILD, PUT HER IN TO GET HELP AND THE TRUTH WILL COME OUT. THERE ARE THINGS CHILDREN JUST CAN NOT TELL, FOR THEY DON'T KNOW THE SEXUALY TREMS THEY JUST KNOW SOMETHING DIFFERENT HAPPENED AND THEY DIDN'T LIKE IT, OR IT HURT.

  I AGREE ALL THIS HAS BEEN HANDLE WRONG ON BOTH PARENTS SIDE, BUT SOMEONE HAS DONE SOMETHING TO THIS LITTLE GIRL, AND ONE OF THEM KNOWS IT. THIS NEEDS TO STOP NOW, AND SHE NEEDS A SAFE PLACE.  LISTEN, LOVE, KAYLEE AND LET HER HEAL NOW WHILE SHE IS YOUNG, AND DON'T KEEP ASKING HER QUESTIONS ABOUT IT, LET HER TALK WHEN SHE IS READY, AND SHE WILL WHEN SHE FEELS IT IS OK, AND NO ONE IS GOING TO BE MAD, OR YELLING. SHE ALREADY WILL FEEL SHE IS THE CAUSE FOR ALL THIS.

  I JUST PRAY THE TRUTH COMES OUT AND MY ONLY CONCERN ALSO IS FOR KAYLEE. THIS HAS BEEN A HARD ONE TO WATCH, SINCE SHE IS THE AGE I CAN REMEMBER BACK TO.

  HE HAS THE INFORMATION HE NEEDS NOW TO WORK ON SELF IF HE SEES THE NEED, AND I FEEL THE LADY NEEDS TO MAKE THE RIGHT DISCISION FOR HERSELF TO STAY OR GO. THEY BOTH NOW KNOW WHAT THEY ARE UP AGAINST.

  I WISH ME AND MY HUSBAND COULD GO TO THE LAWLIS PEAVEY PNP CENTER, THEN MAYBE WE COULD UNDERSTAND OURSELVE, AND EACH OTHER BETTER.

  WORK ON THE INFO YOU GOT TO BETTER YOUR SELF.