I believe that I am THE man who CANNOT be loved. Am I the only human male on earth who feels this way? Should/could I try to change who/what I am to be one of those guys who receives love reciprocally, of course? If I change, then whoever tries to love me would not be loving "me", but what I've changed into. It's got to be better than this total rejection, loneliness as the most vile disgusting & repulsive being ever to curse humanity with my existence.