Messages By: maggie1787

I was diagnosed with Epilepsy when I was 5 years old, sexually abused, physically abused,agoraphobic, suffer from PTSD, anxiety and panic disorders. I once read that people who have had life long illnesses can get SSI, does anyone know if it's true? I have not had a regular job with a regular check since I was 16, I'm now 47, been divorced twice, just had my engagement break up because there was not enough money for us to live on if we were to get married. I've never lived on my own since I had 3 children at a young age, who are now grown,so I live with my parents. I did have a job for 5 years or so being a bartender,but would not be left alone for more than an hour at a time. At one period I was house bound for 7 years and during that time I would not come out of my bed unless it was to go to the bathroom. I've prayed never to wake up in the morning, I would never take my own life so don't worry about that. I'm on Prozac but I cannot tell the difference unless I forget to take it for awhile. I want to be normal. I want to work. Depression has been working overtime. Dr. Phil is there any helpout there or will I never be normal?

Sorry, could I get you a bandage? The only thing a man usually thinks about is himself.  Women usually have more brains and are able to multi-task more efficiently than most men. A man needs to use his brains and not his bodily functions to figure out if he is able to support himself before he even starts dating. Dating is not a meaningless activity, it is to see if you are compatible with some one who you may want as a wife, not to see how many notches you can get on your belt. Socially negative, that's what happens to a woman after thinking she has found Mr. Right decides that she will do whatever it takes, and then gets left at home because he has drinks,or a game with the boys and doesn't have time for the woman who loves him, I just hope he remembers her name when he does decide to go home. I would love to get paid for each and every job title I fulfill in a day, Mr. Trump would need to bring his checkbook. Sorry if you've gotten hurt in the past but you need to use your God given brains.