Well i was in a relationship for 3 month i feel in love with this girl from the moment i laid eyes on her she had 2 kid that i took and was just getting use to well we had are problem we move to fast i move in after 3 week of being with her i felt it was right but it dident work so i left and came back i mean i really want to be with this girl i know im not perfect i have my problem with saying little lie nothin sererious but anyway after all the time i left her ex baby dady came back around they never married just to get that out there but she kick him out to get me in there so we could spend time togather well then he atart coming around more she say it to see the kid but i wake up cause i work nights and hes sleeping on the couch and i respect that he want to be a good dad i just dont see why he could respect me and do it some where alone not in front of me but she played it off like it was all good so i left for the last time cause i want her to change but that not going to happen well now that its over i been really stress out miss her and i cant take her back cause she doent want to change and her relationship with him to have one with me but i been think about ending my life cause i feel empty inside like life dosent matter i just hurt that bad i cant handle it how much i love this women is past what i though i could love a person but my life is empty with out her....Also when i was with her she tell me she has herpy and chlamita and i had 2 other partnes befor her and befor them i never had nothing like that in my life and thats a nother reson i depress and thinking of death i just stop careing about my health and havent went to the doctor....
ThanKS for reading see you heaven Burlin Ray Herron
