Robert (19) is the father of my babies. My babies are 14 months apart. My name is Katie(22), and I am trying to realize that I am now a single parent. My ex is trying to come and go as he sees fit for himself. I cant have it . The broken heart is so fresh, I cant move on. However he has.
My sisters wedding is next Friday, everybody in town will be their. It doesn't help that I have postpartum depression and told all my old friends and now Robs new friends where to go. I am the maid of honor and scared to death. I know he tells people nasty things about me. But I have to go through with this.
I wait by the phone all day for him to call, but after days of waiting I am so upset that I just yell.
" HOW CAN YOU DO THIS, YOU LEAVE ME TO RAISE THE BABIES ON MY OWN ." He expects me to let him walk in and out, in and out I don't understand he's all I have, and he knows it. All he can do is hurt my feelings. So all I do is keep my babies close to me 24/7. If people only knew why I am acting this way? Everyone is with him on this, I even hear his friends on the phone yelling "psycho, Idiot". Of course You'll get me going just see my reaction which always is horrible. I don't know how to get along with this guy. He's just pushing and I am already on the ground.
