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October 3, 2006, 8:40 pm PDT
I have been diagnosed with
Dr. Phil and Robin, I have been diagnosed with agoraphobia, social anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, depression. Along with all that I also have diabetes, chronic back pain ( bulging disks with pinched nerves ), arthrites in my hips, shoulders, deap vein thromboses I am als overweight. In other words I am always in pain. I am on so many pills, I feel like a very old lady. I try so hard but alot of the time I just have trouble getting out of bed. I only go out for appointments and when it is apsolutly nessary. I jut had surgery to remove 2 cysts from my back. Now I have a hole in my back bigger than my little finger. They say it is okay. I don't want to go anywhere because I feel this hole smells bad, and it scares me to death. It is causing me a lot of panic attacks. My husband gets upset with me sometimes. I can travel as long as I am with him. He is my rock. He has taken care of my boys when I was down. He cooks, cleans and does the shoping. I have 2 boys 18 and 16, they both are living at home. We get little help from the oldest. He has lived with my mom from the age of 15. Then on his own just before he was 17. about 2 months ago he moved in with us. Now all he wants to do is set on his computer. He knows alot about them and is almost Cisco trained. The only thing stopping him is he never graduated from high school. I really don't know why I am writing this but I just felt the need. Thank you for listening. Becky
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