It breaks my heart to see all these people suffering addiction can be a difficult thing for people to understand if they are uneducated about everything with it, and it's very easy for people to pass judgment on people then to be understanding. Cause I was one of those people. Until I became addicted to pain killers 5yrs ago right after I finally got off of cocaine. I watched dr.phil everyday and it inspired me to go get help expectually joani and I am so scaried for her because it is a very hard thing to get over.. I went to rehab I was clean 6 months then I relasped I couldn't even telling why but I go to meeting every chance I can now, and I'm struggling trying to help my husband who at times seems to be losing his battle to his addiction, he is addicted to crack/cocaine, and I don't think there is anything that hurts worse than to watch someone whom you love with all your heart slowly kill theirselves and fell absolutely useless. because there is nothing that I can do but what I do that is every chance I have ask him to go to a meeting with me. If anyone has any advice I'd love to hear it.
