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Suicide is a vey scary thing. No one wants to feel that there is nothing else. My son died in an accident at 9 years old in 1992.  6 monoths after his death I attempted suicide. I spent 8 days on the pysch ward in the hospital. Today I am happy & healthy, but that does not happen with everyone.. I know that there are issues with insurance, but there are organzations out there willing to help. You really have to look. I have had many years of therapy! The sad thing is that there is a stigma attached to depression or any other type of mental illness. As a society we have to undersatnd that it is a health issue like any other medical problem. We don't chastize people with heart or liver diesase. Trust me people do not like feeling like dying.  

Apparently you have never suffered from depression or for that matther any other illness.. And you must also be a saint who has never done anything wrong. Depression is an illness and trust me people do not like feeling like taking their lives.. Would God like you any less if you had another diesase. We all make promises to God, and hate dissappointing Him. We just have to do our best and that is all He asks of us.