Messages By: cinderella34

Its SO much easier for people to judge, than be judged! People don't know UNLESS they are in it.

I'm happy for you to get help. I WISH/DREAM that Dr. Phil would help me. No one single person knows what its like being married to his/her spouse. Each person had thier own side. And no one knows the pain people go through either.  Only GOD knows.  And kuddos to you for being pro-active about your situation. It took me 2 yrs. to even join the Dr. Phil club, and this is the VERY FIRST message I've even written. So if you asked for help, and someone like Dr. Phil answered, that's great.  YOU are what gives a person like me hope. I am hanging on to the very last thread in the spool. I hate to say it, but I can't wait for another episode of the mancamp. Your doing what I wish I could. I am envious. You know how at the beginning of every show how Dr. Phil goes," I Want You To Get Excited About Your Life! "  -- well your doing just what everyone of us who are hiding behind your story  wishes for, so

11/14/07

Hello. I am a 34 yr old female, trying to find a friend to talk to.

I want you to know, I will NEVER devulge my real name or where I live, so please dont ask. Sorry, but thats my boundries.

So if you can deal with that, and  you are a RESPONSIBLE ADULT, then write to me.

 I am at the end of my rope, hanging by a thread.

I am struggling everyday with ....well alot of hard issues, and I cry every single day, and try to forge through it. I only thought I had alot of problems before...but then November of last year my panic attacks got SEVERE, and I have been having problems controlling my balance ever since. I am freightened beyond control. It really stinks. It interfears with all of my daily tasks. And please dont try to scare me with diagnosis, I am FA-REAK-ED OUT enough as it is.

Thank you for your time.

PS. If you believe in GOD, I ask for your prayers, even though you dont know me,  HE does.

Sincerly,

Cinderella34

I really really appreciate the kind words, and sincerely appreciate the prayers, No I dont mind that your 57. Age is just a number to me, it is the person, standards, and morals that matter to me. Yes, I try everyting I can, but I mostly pray and cry, and get mad. I want you to know that I am surprised people care. I am glad that they care. I am really in a very low point, and just try not to sink down lower, somedays thats all I strive for. Sorry,  Im not a very good person to know. I mean Im in the worst place I have evr been and I have been below the bottom of the barrel several times, so Im sorry to seem like a complainer. Becasue I am grateful, This was just a place for me to air some of my bad feelings.

Well thank you.

C34

I appreciate the kind words and thank you very much.

C34