Messages By: dringle

     I am the ultimate "Interacial". I am black on the outside, but I was raised by white people. (no, I'm not racist, I was just rasied by white people who are racist.) My entire life has been a struggle and nobody would ever understand. I think my family sheltered me because they new the world was a cruel place.  I don't have a dad, because my family told me that my dad was a bad person, he raped, cut my mom's throught, even pushed my mom down the stairs. But my grandma would always introduce me to black people when we went out and tell me that there are nice black people. I dunno, I'm really confused on who I am. I mean I know who I am as a person, but I'm confused on where I came from. I can't find out anything about my father, I've tried, but It think it's a lots cause. I have only dated white girls, and I feel that it's wrong sometimes, because they don't understand. Same with black girls. I dunno what I'm triyng to ask, but Why do I feel so out of place?