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 Hello to everyone reading this.  I am 34 and am divorced b/c I don't really trust anyone.  I am still stuck in trying to please my abusive father.  I am so lost and have taken a million steps backwards.  Somedays I'm lucky to actually get out of bad b/c getting up is too hard.  Breathing is all the activity that I can handle.  I am in counseling but don't really discuss my real issues b/c I am terrified of saying what happens to me outload.  I pretend like nothing happened and than I have major nightmares reliving the events that occurred.  I hate myself and experiment w/cutting and taking a lot of pills just to see what happens.  I want and need to feel anything different than how painful I feel now.  Does anyone out there understand this?  I watch Dr. Phil everyday and when he tells people this will be a changing day in your life- I wish it was me that he was helping.

 Hello to Sarah-
I just watched the show where you talked about losing your son, Gabe, to this deadly choking game.  I am so sorry that you had to lose a child.  I cannot even inagine the pain that you are experiencing.
I am an identical twin and I'm sure that Samuel has lost a part of himself when he lost his brother.  Please focus on him.  He's hurting too and needs his mom back.  I know you are devoted to saving other people's lives but please save the precious child that is still alive. 
Thank you for sharing your experience w/America.  I will definitely spread this story to my family and co-workers.  May peace fill your heart.

 Hello out there.  I am a major Dr. Phil fan so I thought I'd try this message board thing.
I am so bummed w/ my life and the choices that I'm making.  I go to work b/c I have to but it's painful facing day after day.  I act like I have it together but inside I'm dying.  I've isolated myself from my friends.  I started cutting again b/c I am so miserable.
Does anyone really care about me?  What do I have to contribute to this world?