Messages By: biddyuser

I just reacently found Dog in  facebook as one of my sons friends, I know what he does beause I have seen his show .  But it  makes me wonder what he is really thinking.  My sons father is milano .  So what does he really  think is it something we should be  worried about.  Was he saying these things out of anger ( although  he should choosen his words more carefully)  after all he is an adult  name calling  solves nothing; or is it what  he really thinks ,  If  so then he should be off the  air!

Hate is hate .  People like Dog  influence our kids.  They unfortunately hear enough of   it  in the news .  They  are over loaded with  it .  Why can't  people just get  along.  To bad people just couldn't   live and  let  live.

  Todays show really brought back some nightmare memories.  I  know just how she is feeling .  My 2nd  husband  said  he was a pimp in Detroit in the past  and knew of a couple of  murders that would never get  solved because they  would never find the bodies and that's what would happen to me if I ever left  him.  It took 6 yrs.  of  fear and  coning  and  manipulating to get  away  from him.   When I was about 6 mths.  pregnant  he grabed  me the throat  and  threated to kill the baby  if  I told  anyone  of   his  abuse.  I  know  just  how confused and scared Michelle  is  I'm  still shaky and  emotinal  just  thinking  about  it.  Yes  one  of   the  bad memories  is  I  was  raped   by  him  because  I  foolishly  cofronted  him  about  a  girls  phone  number.   He spent  our  grocery  money  buying  drinks  for  her.   It  would  be  so  easy  to loose  track  of   medication ,  because  1  minute  can  seem  like  forever  and when  you  want  some  relief  you want  it  now.  She  cann't  go back,  but it will take  a  long  time  for   her  to get over  this.  She has  long  road  ahead  of  her.  My  husband   was  also   a   pathilgical  lier  not  to  mention  a child  molester.

I've glanced  at  some of the messages.  To  some  of  these people  You  try  living  with  a  pathalogcal  lier  sick  sex  addict  and  keeps  you guessing  everyday  is he lieng or  being  honest  and  see  what  frame  of  mind  you're in.  You have  no  idea  which  end  is  up  and  you  sleep  with  one eye open  and  watch  over  your  shoulder.

A year  and  a half ago  I  Had  a  mastectomy  and would like  Reconstruction. A tummy  tuck, my nose changed  fat  removed  from eye  lids..  This  would give me  a lift  and  a better  feeling  for  myself.  It  would  help  with  not  feeling so depressed  all  the time.  For  once in  my life  I  can  look  good. I'm  54  now  and  would like  to  spend the next  50  years happy  with myself.  When  extrem  maker was  on  I  was  upset  I  couldn't  even  apply because I  lived  in  Canada. I  know  there  is  more  to  feeling  good  about  ones self  than  just  looks,  but it sure helps.

Watched the show  today and was choked  up.  After such a  devastating  fire this will give  the  victims  the beginning towards  a  happier  holiday. May  God Bless you and your family  because  that  is  what  this  time  of   year  is  all  about .  FAMILY ,  FRIENDS, SHARING &  GIVING.  A  lot  of  people  have  either  lost  that fact ,  forgotten it  or  just  don't  want  to  see  it because  of   greed.  Saying  that,  I must  apologize;  I  am unable  to donate  anything  for the  toy  drive. ;  I'm  on  a  low  income.   What  I  have been  dong  for  the  last  four  years  is  volunteering  to  stand by  a  salvation  army  kettle.  I  can't afford  money  but have  lots of  time  to  give.  Look  forward  to  it every  year.  VERY  REWARDING.and SATISFYING

I will be sure to be watching this show.  I have a mother that does not like me.  She even told me that after my father passed away.  My friends that I've known growing up and some family members on my fathers side of the family are upset because of the way she treated me. However I had a twin brother that could do no wrong,  Even if he did something wrong there was an excuse, if I did the same thing you would have thought I robbed a bank!  I spent most of my life doing anything for her approval ; I was dammed if I did dammed if I didn't.  That's all for now I will most defiantly be writing more, because after this show I will need to vent or get things off my chest, well at least whats left of it.

No you don't know what will happen; but you have no idea what one is going through until it happens to you.  Tell me what do you do when your mother tells you she never liked you and your 52 when she says it?