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September 11, 2008, 9:23 am PDT
BLESSED LBS.
I lost 100 lbs in 2006 in 7.5 months after battling obesity for 25 years. Three short months after reaching my goal, we discovered I was pregnant with our 3rd baby! Becoming pregnant so soon after having accomplished so much in regards to my health was both extremely exciting and extremely daunting...I felt confident I had learned how to lose weight healthily but was terrified about what I couldn't control--the weight gain during my pregnancy. While my heart was fully embracing the amazing life growing inside me, my mind was putting me through hell as I inevitably saw the numbers on the scale rise. Feeling blessed with another child and tormented by my lifelong demons in losing control in regards to my weight, was more emotionally taxing than I EVER would have imagined!
At that time, I realized in order to survive emotionally, I had to focus on what I I knew I could do (lose weight later) so that I didn't, in some way, harm my unborn child by obsessing about the number on the scale. I PUT AWAY MY SCALE and vowed to not use my pregnancy as an excuse for a food free-for-all. Our beautiful son is now 7 months old and although my body is not what it was, I know that my rational thinking back then of knowing I can lose the weight (once and for all) also tells me NOW IS THAT TIME;D As one who has been there...whether the child who is teased for being fat, the teen who struggles with feeling beautiful regardless of size, the parent who desperately wants to be a healthy role model for their children or for the individual who has become complacent with being less than their personal best, I am ready to return to that amazing place of feeling good by living well and invite you to join me!
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