Messages By: carleegirl

im wondering why me why am i here and people like anna nichole and heath ledger are gone i have so been there my heart goes out to brittany cause ive so been there in her shoes with out the star power she is still a scared confused little girl that feels all alone, i just want to give her a hug and tell her it will all be ok, but you need help, i didnt have that  i had dr. phil telling me to get real and be proactive he is truly my hero he saved my life(thru his shows) i struggle everyday with this and have had the worse luck with doc so i have really felt alone with my mental disorders but im a survivor and get up kicking everyday, i remember a time i didnt kick at all so im thankful for that, thank you dr. phil for saving my life i have miles to go but atleast i wont be alone and thank GOD im still here and to tell other people who suffer from bipolar to keep on keepin on cause we are worth it. still wondering why me i should be dead!

i think its a crime for these people to keep enabling the moochers, i have a policy not to help people that dont want to help themselves, im not one that likes beating my head against a wall. im the first one to be there to help someone but im not going to carry them thru the trouble, there barking up the wrong tree with me. never had anything handed to me, ive worked for everything ive got and it wasnt easy, but well worth the pay off.