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March 5, 2008, 6:28 pm PST

scared

i am a 27 yr old f who has been suffering with this awful awful diease for 12 years i was 13 when my world crashed in.i now have a 5 year old little girl and she is learning this behavior. im on no meds because the one med that works best for me medicaid wont pay for it im scared and so worried that im just going to flip out and never come back any advice would help so much
 
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March 5, 2008, 6:30 pm PST

great

Quote From: ponyride

What a cool poem.  I've never been into poems cuz I could never understand them.  But this one struck a nerve home with me.  Awesome.

 

susan

this poem made me cry it really hit home
 
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March 9, 2008, 9:57 pm PDT

im here

Quote From: loriforrester

don't give up.  I am here for you to talk to.  My son has bipolar disorder and he has mood swings.  I have seen him at his lowest point.  Talk to me.  I will try and help you not give up.  I am always here to talk to if you need a friend.  See your doctor and get your meds straightened out.  You need to do this for yourself their is hope at the end of a dark road.

i feel the same way u do.i have been off of meds for a year.i dont want to be over medicated but no i need them.i have been on a manic high for days. i hate living like this and the only reason i dont just get it over with is my daughter.i hate knowing that this is never going to go away. i mean if we had cancer or aids at least there would be a end in sight.im here for u and if we all pull together we should make it
 
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March 9, 2008, 10:25 pm PDT

hello

just writing a quick note to let everyone know im okay.im still in a manic high but at least the house is spotless lol im just worried about the coming down part. this no sleep thing drives me bonkers.counting sheep does not work and i have a 5 year old so i dont like sleeping pills. thank god for this web site and people who understand
 
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March 10, 2008, 1:01 pm PDT

here 4 u

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you know I realy need help here,But if I make a post I can not find it again,So I live alone with this horrable life,Thats eating me alive.Could use a friend or I am going to end up dead,Thats what I realy want anyways
i am sucidal right now allso if it was not 4 my famileys support and my daughter i would have been done it just no that the people here no what u are going through just go through all the messages and u will find yours i have only been on here a week and it is helping so dont give uo!!!!people here care i promise
 
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March 10, 2008, 1:11 pm PDT

hi

Quote From: mustbecrazy

You have a great attitude, especially for your age...glad to hear that you're on meds, and that the doc is keeping up with making necessary changes.  You are so lucky to have been diagnosed at your young age...I've heard that when kids are diagnosed and treated, that the bipolar disorder won't be as severe when they become adults.

 

Keep up the good work, and do come back and let us know how you're doing...Becky

the one thing i want to say is therapy please please do all the therapy you can and read read read you need to know this thing cause your getting ready to fight the biggest battle of your life!!!!!
 
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March 10, 2008, 1:32 pm PDT

hello

im a 27 yr old female who has ocd and bi polar my house has to stay spotless or i freak out.everything has to be in order. i wont even let my 5 yr old play in her romm unless i clean it after .between the both of these things i feel like im falling off the edge of a cliff.im just glad i found this site and people to relate 2.
 
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March 14, 2008, 10:51 pm PDT

im here

i went and stayed 3 days in the worst hospital u could have ever imagined there was no groups what so ever we were locked out of our rooms and it was so dirty im on meds now and feel great so at least something came out of it so i made it thanks 4 all your support!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
 
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surprised
March 17, 2008, 6:08 pm PDT

wow

Quote From: mustbecrazy

My meds are really out of balance right now...my pdoc will be calling me to advise on what to do...the low thyroid following my thyroid surgery has really messed up the Abilify and caused me to feel really weird...spacey, tremors, dizzy, nausea.  I had reduced the dose, but last night, I didn't take it at all.  I started on the thyroid replacement drug today.  I will ask my pdoc if she wants me to re-start the Abilfy, or whether she wants me to wait to see if I go manic first.  With the change of thryoid levels, my Lamictal may need adjusting too...one thing at a time.  The endocrinologist will check my thyroid level in about 6 weeks, after I've been on the medication for awhile...he will then adjust the dose if needed.

 

In the meantime, I just feel plain weird and don't know whether to lay down or pace...I hope I can get this under control soon.  It helps, though, to know what's causing the problem...it makes it easier and less scary to deal with.

 

Becky

i was just put in the hosptial to get back on my meds abilify was one of them they all so diagnosed me with low thiroid and put me on meds for that i hope i dont start to feel wierd cause i feeling good lol
 
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March 19, 2008, 4:25 pm PDT

hello

im in a good mood i start therapy again 2 morrow. im not sure if it will work ive been in it befor.im still not sleeping very well.i guess i nedd to give the meds time to work.hope this message finds every in good spirits.
 

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