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April 24, 2008, 8:03 am PDT

What happened to me

What happened to me will it happen again?

Will another girl feel the pain that I’m in?

If I could just know the answer to that

I could either takes steps, or try and forget

But the thought of the wrong, and the damage it would cause

Should it happen again, I would say oh my God

 

What should I do, what should I do

It is happens again, I’ll be the fool

What should I do, what should I do

If it happens again, I’ll be the fool.

 

He said it was over, it won’t happen again

But just watch the news, they snap at a whim

I begged him to stop, I cried and I lied.

He said he would hurt my family, if I ever told why

Now it’s my fault, I should have told someone

What if I stirred him up, and he’s a loaded gun.

 

What should I do, what should I do

It is happens again, ill be the fool

What should I do, what should I do

If it happens again, I’ll be the fool.

 

I try and stay strong, I try not to think

I write in my journal and read self help books

But that seed of doubt, comes back so strong

Why would he commit such a horrible wrong?  

 

What should I do, what should I do

It is happens again, I’ll be the fool

What should I do, what should I do

If it happens again, I’ll be the fool.

 
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blank
October 12, 2008, 4:41 pm PDT

The next life

Quote From: hpmx59

Bridge Choice Controversy Doctor Phil The Tragic. I like the way you speak to me. See you on Wednesday-

October 15th, 2008. Sincerley Your. Russell Vlaanderen.--------------------------------------------------------------------

 If people would understand that you made a promise with God to fulfill this life. By killing your self, you just have to come back and do it all over again. no thanks, ill just try my harest to learn what im sopposed to learn, and then go on, who wants to do it twice. 
 

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