Messages By: doreen32158

 I am just here to say I've been down this tail before.  In 2001 I got hurt at a track meet my son was at in Cincy.  The injury keep me down for almost a year.  I had nothing to do with my time but get on the internet.  I couldnt work.  I took care of the house and when the time came took care of my children.  I was divorced at the time so my time was mine.  I lived on the net, I've met many people.  I was so nieve to what could happen.  I ran chat rooms, and everyone knew me as 1wish.  I couldnt count the number of people I've met, Thanks only to God that nothing ever happend to me or my children.  I am married now once again.  In the past 12 years I was divorced this is the one thing I'm truly ashamed of ever doing.  I took the computer we bought for the family and lived on it.  I thought the people needed me that visited the chat rooms.  They became company when I had none.  I talked with a man fro m Egypt for about a year , listen to him wanting to get married and me come over there and then he would come back here to live with me and my children.  I am glad that the inner voice in my wasnt comfortable enough to take him up on this.  Now  It's all I can do to sit at the computer and check e-mail.  My story could go on and on.  I've meet men that said they were single on to find they were married. I have children at home and I keep up with who they are chatting and most  of all how much time is spent on the computer.  Plz be careful not all people are good.  I didnt realize and I'm 50 that people would lie to you.  Laugh but peopel would send pic, talk on here and I would have people warn me that not everyone was honest.

If that other person in your head is talking to you you might listen to what they are warning you.

S.M in Kentucky

I've read the remarks made.  I was married for 15yrs and divorced for 12 and a little over a years ago I remarried the same person.  My question is, Do they have children?   I truly think they should of taken more time.   The heart has to heal...all they did was pick up where they left off.   If this couple has children I feel they should try even harder to make it work.   If you don't have trust then you dont have much.  There will always be trouble.  I believe they needed to take time and search their hearts and see whats going on. I didnt do this before but since I was divorced when I had a problem with something I would ask myself why do I feel this way and just search my heart.  Divorce effects many people not just the husband and wife.  It effects the children, their families and friends. I truly believe a family that prayers together stays together.  

How do I start this, I gew up in a home where my father was a drunk.  My mother divorced him and married years later to yet another drunk.  My youngest sister at a very young age started drinking and using drugs.  She is now 43 and has been straight 12 yrs.  My in-laws were out laws.  I had a brother in-law that sold and used drugs for years.  He is now dead and his wife is in he pen for 5yrs for using and selling drugs.  I am now raising their son a 16 yr old boy who was taken away from them because of their drug use and found he was now taking drugs himself.  I remarried my husband after being divorce from him for 12 yrs and now I am also raising his 13 yr old daughter who's mother is a drug addict. My daughter who is 23, a great chirsitian girl is now envolved with a boy who is trying his best to get off of drugs for the past several years.  He keeps going back to this thing called DRUGS.  I truly dont understand this, the devil has finally found some thing that has a choke hold on our familes.  I can say this is a choice, we make.  We blame it on the Dr,s out there but we are the ones going to and fro to as many Drs we can find in order to take the drugs.  I say we,  no I dont use but when half your family seems to live on this you become a part of it trying to understand.  My step daughter loves her mother very much its hard to explain to her that when on drugs nothing else matters.  I wish this woman could see what its doing to her lil girl. Over and over again.  My daughter has been praying for this boy to get off drugs.  His addictions started when his father decided to use ,  this was a well knowned family  in our area.  The boy is now in jail once again waiting to see what the courts are going to do with him this time.  My daughter is waiting this our praying to be lead where ever God  leads her.  All we can do is pray for our people and hope God moves on them.  Theres only so much a person can take and then we much move on.  Still keeping them in our prayers.

 By the way the borther in-law that is dead he had gotten saved 9 hours before passing on.  The mother that is in prison, is now saved also. 

I need to add to my message.  I use to work in a local Prison. Housed close to 2,000 inmates.  Many of these inmates  I'v e  talk

ked with trying to put a ray of hope in the life they now have.  I've looked into many faces  and seen that if they could do life over again they were chose a different path.  A great percent of the inmates were on drugs or sold.  Shot and killed people for drugs.  People need to wake up before its to late and they find themselves in a prison.  Its not  a fun place to have to spend your life in.  Some may think I can do this a year in the pen, but lets say you do and year in there.  When you get out you will look like you done 10yrs.  Plz dont wake up some day and it be to late for you.  There is help out there, there is people who care.