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August 8, 2008, 10:59 pm PDT
im anorexic and have 2 children
Quote From: colorfulgirl29I'm currently pregnant with my second child. I've had an eating disorder since I was 14-years old. I'm now 28. For some reason I'm having a hard time getting better. All I think about is my eating disorder, thinness, and not wanting to gain any weight. I've gained some during the pregnancy and I'm 21-weeks, now. I 'm trying hard to stay healthy and eat, but it's hard. I just feel so fat, most of the time. I know I need to eat for the health of my baby. I'm also scared that I'll hit rock bottom with my eating disorder once the baby arrives. Has anyone ever gone through this? Is there any advice out there that could help end this once and for all? since the age of 13 until now:age:31...ive been battling with anorexia......
when i was pregnant,i managed the way to eat like any other woman would do....because the important part is YOUR BABY.....its not because WE have problems of the sort that we can hurt our futur children because they had a lack of vitamines ect....ect.....so,during my 2 pregnancys,i was doing fine....yes,i got weight....but i was happy!!!!!!!!! for my child!!!!!!!!!!!! then when i gave birth.....thats when everything started again....i stopped eating.....if i was,i would make myself purge........i lost my weight within 1 month.....and continued to do what i wasint supposed too......its been only 4 months now that i dont purge myself....its so hard........now i have serious health issues because of that! when we suffer of anorexia,we are killing our body slowly but surely....
you,when you give birth well.....loose your weight a little more normally....dont wait to have all kinds of conditions because of your anorexia....your children need their MAMA.....they love you:)
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