Messages By: lostladyd

My 2 year old granddaughter was just  recently slap by her daycare teacher. Another teachers aide caught it on her cell phone camera. The daycare center fire both of them. The aide saw it happen before and never reported it.  She waited a week before she reported it this time. My daughter and my son-in-law pressed charges against the teacher they had court two weeks ago the teacher never showed up they made the excuse she didn't know the date of court so they put court off  to another date. They say she may only get a slap on the hand for this.
 I don't know what my son-in-law will do he and my daughter are very upset over this. They have never  even spanked my Grandaughter. She has been at that daycare since she was 6 weeks old,  she is the best  two year old she is so smart  anyone who meets her falls in love with her. I'm not saying that just because she is my grandaughter  she really is special.

I have had alot of things in my life that made me not want to live or be with a loved one who has died. I have had the same thought as you thinking everyone would be better off if I could Die and have peace . I would love to see my 6 year old grandson again who was took from us suddenly from a accidently gun shot. He was my oldest grandchild after 8 almost 9 years I cry to see him you see the last time I saw him was Christmas day 1999. He was gone in January . the last time i saw my Dad before he passed was Dec. of 2005 he passed the follwing Feb. I'm not saying I still don't have those thoughts but I try and think about people who have it worse than I do. I shut myself off from all my other grandchild for the last 8 years until I got sick in Feb. My children moved me close to them and now I see my Grandchildren all the time and I'm so Blessed because no matter what I thought my family loves me  they don't have anything to give me but their love you see I shut them out because I was afraid if I showed my love for them they would die and leave me. I was being very selfish  just thinking about what I wanted . Now I can't  show my love enough my daughter fusses at me and says mama you can't make up for the time you lost with them  by trying to buy their love . She said seeing you is all they need. I wish I had Someone to give me 400 dollars I could make a very nice Chrismas for my Family . All I have to give is me being here alive that is all my six children and 9 3/4 grandchildren ask for.  Try thinking about  others having it harder than you . Christmas is about giving not recieving  Give your family a big hug and smile and say i'm blessed to have you in my life  If that doesn't help you need to get some medical help thats what their there for. Have a Blessed Holiday.

Dr Phil and Robin  have a great Christmas Maybe one day I can be on one of your Christmas Shows .