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February 15, 2006, 7:40 pm PST

Depression

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It used to be that the cold didn't bother me so much when I lived in MI. It got down right nippy there too. But When just about 9 mos. out of the year your sweating and it's 100 + degrees F. By april or may our ocean temps will be pushing 90 degrees. Right now we think the water is freezing because it's 70 degrees. Heck when I was a kid in MI 70 degrees felt like bath water.
You can't argue it being cold no matter where you live when yo have to turn defrost on in your car & scrape windows. I have had to scrape windows several times this winter. And when your daughter leaves a cup of something on the porch over night & when you come out in the morning & it's frozen....it's cold.
 
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February 19, 2006, 2:44 pm PST

Hang in there Sweetie

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Just asking ,If you don't  want to talk to me........fine.........I know hate.  It hurts.  It is painful.  I have tried to kill me. I am just stupid.   I wish I could remember.   I hate me.  I am stupid.   I HATE ME!!!! 

  

Stupid me!!!!!!  I hate me,  Such a sad life. 

  

I Just wish I could see a smile. 

  

Neko 

  

I hate seeing you like this. I really wish I was there to give you big hugs. Please just remember we all love you and want you to be safe. If you aren't able to do that  please get help. Go to the Er, call 911, whatever you have to do to be safe. 

I will say lot's of prayers for you. BIG ((( HUGS))). 

 
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February 19, 2006, 2:58 pm PST

Hey Love

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 How you doing?  What's going on?
I have to study allllllllll evening.  Not looking forward to that. 

I am doing pretty good, you? I worked today and then I brought boxes home to pack ;( and I thought I would stop by here to say hi and see how everyone is doing. You poor thing....every time I see you on here you are studing. But that's very good. It will pay off in the end.
 
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February 19, 2006, 3:02 pm PST

Hi Sea Shells

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Hi Vic, I know you are down again.Its hard for us to understand the pain your in .I mean with you handling coming off the pain meds you are expected to have these days that you feel you can't go on.It must be hard to feel such physical pain and try to keep yourself up for your family and friends.I hope your hubby is giving you the support you need to get through this and by the way you speak of him i believe he is.I know you had a fight with him last night i saw where you were looking for someone to talk to i wish i had been here but with me being 2 hours ahead it seems like i can't never be here when you need to talk and that i am sorry for.I just hope others here can see your pain and chip in and help you.That is one of the reasons i started the other board as well for you so that days like that there might just be someone that can relate can help you thru some of this terrible time you are going through.I know people here are kind and they try to be helpful and that is all in good but sometimes there is just times you need someone that can relate to what you are going thru and that i hope for you.I hope i can be here for you Vic.And if ever you need to talk you know where i am.Have a good day and hope your hubby has a good birthday!!
I read your post to momisme and I replied to her as well and then I wrote one to Vickie. When I made it back to the board yours and my response to momisme was gone. You were rigt that they would take it off. Oh well I suppose. I just wish others could understand we are not here to critisize, just lend our love and support with lot's of hugs and compassion.
 
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February 19, 2006, 3:05 pm PST

Freezing???

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Allie doesn't like the cold weather either.  She walked to the door and started to go outside.  And said forget that! and turned around and went to her blanket.

Gosh it's been really nice here. Sunny, 80's. Well except today, it was drizzly and low 70's. 

  

I'm just teasing! 

  

Although there are advantages to the cooler weather. I am enjoying the weather here now because in another month it will be ridiculously hot and humid. 

 
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February 19, 2006, 3:09 pm PST

He He.... Go figure.

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 Where you moving to? 
Yeah studying never ends.  Have to meet with my Small Business Management group in an hour.  We have to do a project where you pick a business and then evalute it.  Find out what they are doing well at and what they need to work on.  Like their marketing or if they have a high turnover, etc.  I'm with 3 guys in my group and they picked a bar.  Men! 

That sounds like most men! 

  

I am prayerfully and hopefully moving about 15 mins. up the road. We are going to rent a house and we got approval but I am just waiting on my taxes for move in cost. GRRRR!!!! I don't want them to lease this to someone else. This house is sooooo wonderful and perfect for us. I love it. Plus it is only 5 mins. from where I work. 

 
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February 20, 2006, 1:18 pm PST

SEA~

I am so glad you had a safe trip. I was praying you would and that the weather would cooperate.
 
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February 20, 2006, 1:22 pm PST

Hi there Jewels

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  I can talk and act like things are fine but inside I feel like I'm going to come apart.  I am so sad and hurt so bad, physically and mentally.  I don't know how to deal with this. Jewels 

I am so bummed you have not been feeling well. I really can't offer and advice at the moment, but please know I will keep praying for you sweetie. You are such a sweet precious person and I wish so much that you felt they way we all feel about you.
 
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February 21, 2006, 4:48 am PST

Here is some scripture for you sweetie

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  I can talk and act like things are fine but inside I feel like I'm going to come apart.  I am so sad and hurt so bad, physically and mentally.  I don't know how to deal with this. Jewels 

PSALM   55:16-18 

 

But I call to God 

   and the Lord saves me. 

Evening, morning, and noon 

  I cry out in distress, 

  and he hears my voice. 

He ransoms me un harmed 

  from the battle waged against me, 

  even though many oppose me. 

 

You don't have to be anybody but sweet you here. We love you just the way you are. 

 
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February 21, 2006, 5:00 am PST

Scripture for us all....

  

  

PSALM  55: 4- 8 

 

 

My heart is in anguish within me; 

   the terrors of death assail me. 

Fear and trembling have beset me; 

   horror has overwhelmed me. 

I said, "Oh, that I might have the wings of a dove! 

   I would fly away and be at rest- 

I would flee far away 

   and stay in a desert; 

I would hurry to my place of shelter, 

   far from the tempest and storm." 

  

This is for all:  SEA, Necko, Vickie, Sea Shells, Jewels, Tama, PPOPS, Tammy, Shelley, everyone I missed (sorry) and all the new people that are here.  

  

Much love and prayers for you today and always. 

    

 

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