Messages By: bookie1982

Hello, I am a 22 year old female that didn't believe in love until I found my husband about a year and a half ago.  Before, I meant my husband I was in a abusive relationship and when I finally got the nerve to live and was alone for awhile I never thought I would be with anyone else.  I chatted in online chat rooms for awhile and than came across this wonderful man I talked to for awhile then we meant and the next day I went to his house and basically never left until this day I have not stayed without him I don't want to be without him.  I never thought I would feel this way about anyone.  I am blessed to have found such a wonderful man so for anyone out there don't give up its there.

Hi, Maple thanks I am 22 and I got married last month and my husband is going to school and working too.  He is like just let me finish school get a good job and you don't have to work.  But that seems like it will take forever.  I started school well this being my second year I started last week and its not that bad I just wish I could go to school and not work but then I feel selfish cause I know he doesn't want to work right now he wants to focus on school too.  What kind of work do you do?  I work at a bank I just don't want to work period right now.  I have only been there a month and have called in a couple times because I don't want to go.   

Hope 

Thanks for all who responded back to me last night.  I just got home from work this evening and just broke down into tears and can't stop I don't know why I hate work so much its just I don't want to be there and I know most people don't I just don't understand why I feel this way.  I feel really bad because my husband is like there has to be something else this can't make you this upset but it does when I get up in the morning I just cry before I go in and then I leave work and cry and sometimes I even go into the bathroom and just cry at work.  I don't know what to do he is like quit but I can't we have bills.