Hey everyone.
I've been struggeling with my weight ever since I was eleven. Right now I'm 19 years old.
I'm 1.67m (or 5.35 foot). My current weight is 65 kg. (or 143 pounds).
This might seem perfectly normal, but I've felt fat as long as I can remember.
I sport 2 times a week, and manage what I eat, but I still do not lose weight.
My weight and appearance bother me a lot. I've been picked on very badly in secondary school and never felt pretty. It's actually the complete opposite. I've felt ugly all my life. Nomatter what my exboyfriend or regluar friends tell me. I just don't believe and trust them, though I know I should and should just get over myslef!
I don't know if any of you recognise yourselves in this, and want to talk to me, or help me if you managed to feel better about yourself, but I would appreciate it if somebody would talk to me about it who understands all this. It might seem very superficial or 'teen-ager-problem-ish' if you get my point, but it really messes me up. I hope you guys take this seriously, and want to talk. Thanks.
With love,
Maartje (a.k.a Emmy for my foreign friends!)
Ps Sorry if I made any mistakes, but English is not my first language!
