Quote From: magie08I am a victim of childhood sexual abuse, i was raped my my brother from the ages 12-16. I have been pregnant, and had a miscarriage at the age of 15, well i find myself in alot of stress now trying to deal with it at the age of 23. I have been diagnosed with PTSD and i am going to a counsellor and i am waiting to go to a treatment center because it has become too much for me to handle. I think suicidal thoughts like everyday and i have acted on them many times. I have been hospitalized 5 times for overdose. And well needless to say i am tired of living this life. I have flashbacks and nightmares all the time, i can't even work right now because my insomnia has escalated to maybe 2 hours sleep a night. I am a walking zombie at the present time, i am exhausted and warn out and i guess i am just wondering if there is anything that others have tried and found worked for them.
I know its hard and everything, but most important you got to stay strong. My best friend has been through that and i slept in the bed next to her and witnessed the same thing from her. You can't give up on faith, what happend to you was wrong, and your brother deserves to be put to sleep. Or rote in die, no one deserves this. Just put everything in gods hands and stay strong, dont become weak, don't show any kind of weakness. keep your head up.
