I am afraid of being homeless. This a a very real fear. My family is facing eviction from our home. I have been unemployed for months, with no hope for employment. My wife in in almost constant pain. She spends much of her day in bed due to the medication she's taking. I can't take it any more. Friends and family are no help. I find myself not trusting anyone. My anxiety is off the chart. I engage in self-abuse to take the edge off.