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July 29, 2009, 7:32 am PDT

broken proises

IVE MADE SOME MISTAKES IN MY LIFE,MY CHILDREN WERE NOT ONE OF THEM,THEY WERE  EVERYTHING RIGHT ,THEY WERE MY HOPES AND DREAMS,MY DAUGHTER WAS 11 YRS OLD AND I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY SON ,I NEEDED HELP I WAS AN ADDICIT AND WAS OFFORD BY THE COURT TO GO INTO REHAB WITCH I DID ,BUT I WAS STILL FACEING JAIL TIME SO I MADE THE FOSTER PARENTS ,GOD PARENTS ,THEY MADE VERBAL  PROMISE TO MY DAUGHTER ANDTO MY SELF WED ALWAYS BE APART OF EACH OTHERS LIVES NO MATTER WHAT...I GOT MY LIFE TOGETHER IT WAS SO VERY HARD BUT I DID IT ,WHEN I WENT LOOKING FOR MY DAUGHTER AND SON JUST TO SEE THEM TO LET THEM KNOW I HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND I DIDNT ABANDEN THEM THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT EVERY SINGLE DAY ,THE PAIN OF NOT SEEING THEM IS SO UNBEARABLE IT TAKES SO MUCH TO JUST START MY DAY!!IVE TRIED EVERYTHING ...GOD IVE PRAYED SO HARD JUST 5MINUTES TO HOLD MY DAUGHTER,TO TELL HER I LOVE HER  ITS BEEN 3YRS NOW SINCE IVE SEEN HER SHES 15YRS GOING ON 16YRS.OLD MY SON WILL BE 5 YRS COME OCTOBER HE DOSENT EVEN KNOW ME ...BUT MY DAUGHTER DOES WE WERE SO VERY CLOSE A BOND THAT I OH SO MISS!!PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY CHILDREN PLEASE GIVE ME JUST 5 MINUTES ..YOU ARE MY ONLY HOPE DR.PHIL PLEASE IN GODS NAME I PLEAD WITH YOU ...

 
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July 29, 2009, 12:06 pm PDT

BROKEN PROMISES

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IVE MADE SOME MISTAKES IN MY LIFE,MY CHILDREN WERE NOT ONE OF THEM,THEY WERE  EVERYTHING RIGHT ,THEY WERE MY HOPES AND DREAMS,MY DAUGHTER WAS 11 YRS OLD AND I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY SON ,I NEEDED HELP I WAS AN ADDICIT AND WAS OFFORD BY THE COURT TO GO INTO REHAB WITCH I DID ,BUT I WAS STILL FACEING JAIL TIME SO I MADE THE FOSTER PARENTS ,GOD PARENTS ,THEY MADE VERBAL  PROMISE TO MY DAUGHTER ANDTO MY SELF WED ALWAYS BE APART OF EACH OTHERS LIVES NO MATTER WHAT...I GOT MY LIFE TOGETHER IT WAS SO VERY HARD BUT I DID IT ,WHEN I WENT LOOKING FOR MY DAUGHTER AND SON JUST TO SEE THEM TO LET THEM KNOW I HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND I DIDNT ABANDEN THEM THEY ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT EVERY SINGLE DAY ,THE PAIN OF NOT SEEING THEM IS SO UNBEARABLE IT TAKES SO MUCH TO JUST START MY DAY!!IVE TRIED EVERYTHING ...GOD IVE PRAYED SO HARD JUST 5MINUTES TO HOLD MY DAUGHTER,TO TELL HER I LOVE HER  ITS BEEN 3YRS NOW SINCE IVE SEEN HER SHES 15YRS GOING ON 16YRS.OLD MY SON WILL BE 5 YRS COME OCTOBER HE DOSENT EVEN KNOW ME ...BUT MY DAUGHTER DOES WE WERE SO VERY CLOSE A BOND THAT I OH SO MISS!!PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY CHILDREN PLEASE GIVE ME JUST 5 MINUTES ..YOU ARE MY ONLY HOPE DR.PHIL PLEASE IN GODS NAME I PLEAD WITH YOU ...

ONLY TO GET HOME TO FIND THEY SOLD THERE HOUSE MOVED AWAY,MY FAMILY TOATALY GONE.NOT KNOWING WHERE THEY ARE,WHAT THEYVE BEEN TOLD,ARE THEY HAPPY OR SAD? MY CHILDREN THATS ALL ITHINK ABOUT! ...

 
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August 12, 2009, 7:37 am PDT

THE SINS OF A MOTHER

EACH AND EVERY DAY IM STUCK IN THE PAST RELIVEING ALL THE REGRETS,ALL THE PAIN IVE CAUSED,YOU SEE IVE MADE ALOT OF MISTAKES IN MY LIFE ,OH SO MANY MISTAKES, MY CHILDREN WERE NOT ONE OF THEM!!IM A MOTHER  WHO HAD TO PAY FOR THE WRONGS I DID.UNFORTANETLY MY CHILDREN PAID THE MOST..I LOST THEM TO THE SYSTEM...THE FOSTER PARENTS I MADE GOD PARENTS TO INSURE THAT MY CHILDREN WOULD NOT BE MOVED AROUND,WHAT BETTER GOD PARENTS THAN A POLICE OFFICER FOR A GOD FATHER AND THE GOD MOTHER  I ADMIRED,WELL TO SAY NONE THE LESS THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH MY CHILDREN,THERE WERE VERBLE PROMISES MADE TO MY CHILDREN AND EACH OTHER WE"D ALWAYS BE INVOLVED IN EACH OTHERS LIFES NO MATTER WHAT !!EVERY VERBLE PROMISE MADE WAS BROKEN...PLEASE HELP ME ...I SO WANT TO BE IN MY CHILDRENS LIVES....
 

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