I made mistakes in the past and do regret it with all my heart because the persons that I love so much had to pay for my mistakes and they are my daughters Jessica and kristina. I decided to move to Miami,Florida to start a new life is was a decision I made because I was tired of 13 years of cold weather and I know that was selfish of my part. My exwife came with me with all my furniture and we got in apartment and then she went back to Illinois to stay with our kids until I found a job so I can send for them, I found a job and and I had about 3 months of work when she came to see me for a week and that's when one night I gave the bad news that I lost my job. Well she got scare and decided not to go back and after that I couldn't get a job and I lost all I my furniture everything I had, so I got myself in eficiency until things get better.Well my wife wanted me to back and for some reason maybe selfish,scare or confusion I did not go back and she got tired and send me the divorce papers and i sign and send it back to her.I been divorce for 5 years and I miss my daughters and I moving back. I lost my job after 5 years and I having a hard time to find a job and I am only recieving unemployment check every two weeks and thats not enough to paid my bills.You know what Dr.Phil I try to go to school or open a bussiness and because of my financial problems and for the reason every time I try to do something nothing works for me maybe is me because I am afraid to do things in my life when becomes difficult I don't understand why but I need your help so I have a good positive life with my kids and my wife that I been married for 5 years what can I should please help me .
