Messages By: lidica

Quote From: forever_29

  

I just read your post and I can imagine what 

  

you and your daughter are going through.  She 

  

is so young to be going through this.  I wish I 

  

knew some resources to help you with your 

  

plight. 

  

  

Best wishes and Prayer to your daughter and you! 

  

  

  

I remain, 4 ever 29 

  

  

Quote From: mjkkas

I have always been close to God, but there was  time when I started to have a lot of memories of sex abuse I suffered.  I was angry because I had always been taught that he was always there for you. I felt that he wasn't there to protect me. People would always say that he can't always protect you from people, that wasn't good enough for me at the time, cuz i was angry and hurting. 

  

One day I realized that he had protected me, the best way of all. He had protected my spirit. So then I was not angry I just had love in my heart again. He does what he can in the best possible way! 

  

mjkkas 

Quote From: love2bs

Thank you Lidi   I got up early this morning 1:00 A.M. and walked around the block for about 2 hrs. Wow... I know I shouldn't over do it... But walking took away most of the pain.  As you know..... I feel better walking at night, not during the day. My neighborhood has lights on every corner... which I feel safe walking at night. I know you understand why that is. I have great neighbors.... we all look out for one another. Ya know.... small town and all.   Ok... I have many things to do today.... Have a sweet day Lidi. ((Hugs))     More Than Wishes

I wish you...

more sunshine than shadows,
more comfort than trouble
or pain, more grace than
greed, more gratitude
than need, more days filled
with rainbows than rain.


I wish you...

more joy than money can buy,
more love than your heart
can hold, more laughter
than tears, more courage
than fears, more memories
than silver or gold.


I wish you...

more birthdays than presents,
more church than a place
Sunday morn, more hellos
than good-byes, more blue
than gray skies,

more reasons than whys
you were born.

© 2001 Terri McPherson  

Quote From: annanut

Thank you so much to everyone who wrote to me: I was actually very surprised. I guess since I'm so used to people being totally blase, I didn't think that anyone would write back to me. I don't really have any favorite things right now. I'm a Irish dancer (like in Riverdance) but I quit for now because I can't get up the desire to go to class. I like helping people and, ironically, I want to be a psychiatric nurse, but I can't help anyone right now. Sigh. I can't really remember anything good right now, but that's probably a cognitive trick played by the emotional center(s) in the brain, which only facilitate recall of memories linked to the current emotional state you happen to be in. I don't know why I'm sad. Actually, I probably do know. I'm like this because I've lived my entire life feeling this way and never really learned to shut out these feelings for any long period of time. I've been trying to kill myself since I was eight years old, so this is a learned behavior, which I'm getting more - but not quite - successful at altering sometimes. I've also done things in my life that contributed to my feeling this way, and I don't have very adaptive coping mechanisms. I guess I'm sad because I've lived the life of a depressed person, which just pushes me further and further from the place I want to be, reinforcing all the hurtful stuff and shutting out chances for myself. I know I'm too wordy, but I'm really touched by all of you. Thanks.