Messages By: brcscc

Just wanted to let everyone know I'm back from my vacation.  Just finally got a chance to get to the boards and I am totally lost. 

Is there a place to save favorites still?

Also I wanted to go to the last message and keep going to July 22nd messages so, I will keep trying to figure this out.  Bear with me and I'll try to return sometime this week.

Missed all of you.

ttfn Love Barbara

I don't know how to get my rose back, can you help me????

ttfn Love Barbara

Hi everyone, I finally found this board.  This new format is very confusing and since returning from my vacation my time has been limited so haven't figured it out yet.

Maybe this weekend I'll get it.

Valhatt, prayers and thoughts are with you dear.  Keep your mind positive and know that so many new things have been developed with chemo treatments. 

To everyone else, know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.  I sure missed all my pals.

ttfn Love Barbara

I found my rose and added it to my profile but it doesn't move. 

Okay, what am I doing wrong?  Does anyone know how to get the animation back in my picture?

ttfn Love Barbara

Niki have you heard from Trish?  I sent her an e-mail but still haven't had an answer.

I also see Jackie hasn't made it here.

Theresa, keeping your Mom in my prayers.  Do miss you girlfriend.

Wendy, I'm so glad to see you are posting once again.

Christie, good to see you here, also happy belated birthday  <img src='http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/301.gif' alt='Birthday' border=0>

Karen, Thanksgiving will get here before you know it.

Bren, so glad to hear that you are swimming.  Isn't the flutter board hard work :)  It really works the lower part of the body.  I hope to get in the pool by next week.

Alice, Connie, Lisa, Anna Marie, and everyone else that I've missed.  Thinking of ya and hoping to see you hear from you soon.

Hugs to all.

ttfn Love Barbara

I guess once you've posted your message you can't go back and edit.

I'm going to try a smiley again, hope it works. 

It's taken me quite awhile to read over the last two days posts.

Key #1 discussion today has been great.  I struggled with self-doubting and I work hard at keeping them at bay.

I wanted to share with you....... Whenever I go home for a visit my insecurities are always there.  My mother has always had a hard time dealing with anyone with a weight problem.  She continuously points out anyone with a weight problem.  She did that this trip, made a comment to me about my sister's friends, haven't they put on alot of weight.  I told her I didn't notice it.  But thought to myself "you know what that is her problem to deal with, it's not mine anymore"  I always felt terrible about my weight, probably because I know in her mind there was something wrong with being fat.

But I am now liberated from her hold over me, it's her problem...... Yeah, I worked it all out and I had a great vacation.  I also wore my shorts and sleeveless tops every where I went and felt comfortable doing it.  I even went to a birthday party and bridal party and had a great time.

Dealing with my inner dialogue has helped me become the confident person I am today.

I have stopped being negative, and have learned to live my life more positively. 

Take care,

Must go to bed now.

ttfn Love Barbara

I had a pedicure, manicure and facial...... over 3 hours at my cousin's daughter's spa while I was away on vacation.  It felt great.  Hope you enjoy it.

ttfn Love Barbara

I'm just wondering if I'm being ignored, or if nobody is seeing my messages.

I posted a couple of days ago and Linda has posted and said hello.

Joe also offered his help with the board.  Thanks so much for that.

I am trying to get the hang of this board and worked hard on it last night. 

I even posted a message with my own personal comment about how Key #1 has been working for me.

Please, if I've upset anyone, or you don't remember who I am let me know.  I will introduce myself again.

ttfn Love Barbara

BTW I'm late once again and off to work.

I pretty much knew you weren't ignoring me, but was somewhat afraid my posts weren't being seen.

I know everyone here is supportive and would never do that, but hey, look at all the responses I got this morning *giggle*.

No apologies necessary, love all of you and have definitely missed you.

I'm learning this new board and think I'm going to like it better than before but still trying to figure it all out.

I have not gone back and read any messages since before Wednesday so I am guilty of that.  Just not the time right now to do it.

Boss is back so have to sign off.  Hopefully will be around this weekend.  I am trying to get back on program.  Anyone heard from Teresa????

ttfn Love Barbara