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July 26, 2005, 4:19 pm PDT

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yeah we get sun also but there is just something about the beach i love the beach........ i would really love to go there and walk or sit on the beach at night when there isn't really anyone on it *sighs* tha twould be a dream
well i did that night thing at the beach one time, and well i think i had drank too much to even remember what it was like....lol....but the beach is soothing at night.  I think...haha
 
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July 26, 2005, 4:32 pm PDT

UGH

i wish this were a chat room instead of a message board.  it would make like a lot less complicated for me. 
 
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July 26, 2005, 4:39 pm PDT

me & my great husband

 
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July 26, 2005, 4:49 pm PDT

Buzzard?

Okay, I am lost and confused.  Which isn't too hard to do..lol
 
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July 26, 2005, 4:51 pm PDT

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Hi, pretty bride,

These are wonderful pictures of your wedding. Your son is also a very cute little guy. However, do you feel save to post them on the Internet? In the future you might want to share some thoughts which you don't want your neighbors to know....or how will that effect your husband?Just a thought or two.

Reading your other messages, I get a feeling that you are scared that something out of your control could happen to your son while he is with his father. When is your son expected to be back?

I hope life gets soon better for you when your son is back. With love, ecurtius

i'm not too scared of many things.  not too scared to post my pics on the net, because how do you really know that is me.  i could have searched for someone else's pic on the net....ha...made ya think didnt I.  NO one will ever know if that is me or not. 

 

Yes I am worried about my little man, not that he is in bad hands because I know that he is not.  Just wish that he were home with me.  He will be home this sunday.

 
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July 26, 2005, 5:02 pm PDT

bye

allright have a good nite everyone. 
 
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July 26, 2005, 5:02 pm PDT

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i just want you to know that i think you are absolutley beautiful!!!!!
thank you...
 
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July 27, 2005, 9:01 am PDT

oooooooooo

today is a bad bad day.  i have cried all morning and my marriage is falling apart.  for the first time my husband and i talked and things are not well. 
 
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July 27, 2005, 10:35 am PDT

thank you all for reading...

i am not sure if i want to work our marriage out.  i can not really explain why i feel this way.  he isn't the same man that i fell in love with.  i can not be happy with myself therefore i can not be happy with my life.  he tells me that he can't be the affectionate person that he is because everytime he tries to touch me i push him away.  i can't even stand to go home and i dont know if it is because of him, or because those walls in our home depress me even more.  i am really confused about the whole thing.  i feel like i am in this whirlwind and i can't see out because of the fog and confusion.  he tells me that he has realized that he can't make me happy or give me the life that i want.  how do i answer that when a part of that i feel is true....
 
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July 27, 2005, 12:44 pm PDT

a little better

feeling a little bit better this afternoon.  not much though, still really emotional and wondering what to do with my life.  checked on the therapy sessions and they cost too much so i scratched that idea.  i have insurance but it will still be too expensive.  so now i dont know what i will do.  i have been talking to several of my girlfriends about this, trying to figure out where to go next.

 

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