Messages By: angiehead

Dr. Phil and Robin I really enoyed your christmas extravaganza yesterday and plan on watching the one of thursday afternoon too.  Merry Christmas to all!  Christmas hasn't been the same since my mother died 3 years ago on christmas, she committed suicide.  Christmas was one of my favorite times of year don't get me wrong we still celebrate christmas but its just not the same since then.  I wish there was something we could do to make things a little better.  Everyone in my family comes to my house on christmas eve we get together and eat and exchange gifts.  My mom used to love the holidays.  She was having problems and we couldn't get her in to see a doctor to change her medication until after the holidays and she just lost it by killing herself.  Never in a million years would I have thought she would have killed herself.  I know a week after mama died we actually found out what kind of family we had. some of the kids were calling and wanting to know when my dad was going to give out mama's jewerly.  which daddy decided to put it in a safety deposit box until he is ready to get rid of it.  some family members never really come around to something is up.  I love all my family don't get me wrong.  I just christmas could be better.  I loved to listen to christmas music and wrap presents.  I guess the stores rushes christmas to much for me this year.  Halloween wasn't even over before they started putting christmas  decorations out..  I know one thing if you have a parent  or parents still alive cherish every minute you can with them that you can.