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August 4, 2006, 9:17 am PDT

Hi Laurie

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Sorry you are lonely come join me for the weekend, we can go golfing. I really want to go but I want to start off slow maybe 9 holes to start, 18 holes just seems like alot and I can't see wasting a whole day doing it.

 

I get so frustrated with all of them. For so many reasons, too many going through my mind but it isn't much different I have people around but still lonely. do you have a dog? I am going to get another one after I put Chester down (still haven't done that) I will still have my old girl (Sasha) but I won't drag to her obedience and make her go hiking and stuff. She is getting too old for that, lol. Dogs are very good friends, they are always there for you.

 

Any big plans for the weekend.

 

Take care and have a good day

 

Laurie

If you had seen me golfing you wouldn´t ask me go golfing with you - I´m terrible at it - first of all I can´t hit the ball and if I finally do I  either place it in the water or in some trees or something like that. I know what you mean about feeling alone amongst others  - I feel like that whenever I´m around my family. I don´t have a dog I wish I had but I can´t because I live in an apartment where animals are not allowed.

My plans for the weekend are not very interesting. I´m moving to a new town next week so I have to pack all weekend.

Have a good day.

 

Best wishes

bentien

 
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August 6, 2006, 8:10 am PDT

Hi Laurie

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You haven't seen me golf, I don't even know how bad I am, I have only been once. I talked to my aunt this morning, I am going to take some lessons and then go with her and her friend. I am going to talk to a friend that I think wants to get into it and maybe we can take the lessons together.

 

Are you excited about moving to a new town? I hate packing and moving. I think I will pack up my daughters room this weekend then I can move the desk and computer in there and set up a table for scrapbooking.

 

Well back to work I guess, I really need a holiday, I don't get anything done and I mean nothing at work.

 

Have a good weekend

 

Laurie

If you want to get the most out of your golf I think it is a good idea to take some lessons - I can tell you that my golf instructor had his hands full when he took me on.

I´m okay about moving - I´m moving back to my home town and I think it will be good for me to change my scenery - at least I hope so.

 

Take care

bentien

 
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August 12, 2006, 7:43 am PDT

Hi everyone!

I hope that you´re all okay.

take care.

 

Best wishes

bentien

 
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August 14, 2006, 2:57 am PDT

Hey everyone!

This is my last time on the board - I´ve decided that it is time to go. I just want to let you know how much you all mean to me and that I really appreciate your support.

I wish you all the best.

 

Take care

bentien

 
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October 6, 2006, 2:38 am PDT

hey again

Just wanted to say hi to everyone. It´s been a long time since I´ve been here - I hope you´re all doing okay.

 

take care

bentien

 
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October 8, 2006, 8:08 am PDT

Nice to see you too

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Good to see you, how have you been. Have you moved back home and how are things there?

 

Have a good day

 

Laurie

I have moved back to my hometown and it´s okay - but it is hard to start all over again.

 

take care

bentien

 
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October 8, 2006, 8:21 am PDT

thanks for your quote and support

Quote From: beth93

Bentien,

 

Great to see your post!  Things have been challenging.  As usual SEA and Laurie are helping us get through the very choppy waters.

 

 

I have been worried whether you are feeling well enough to post.  Many of us know what it is like to feel depressed and not wanting to post.  Lord knows I do.

 

Just remember to keep in touch.  so many of us love you!

 

Elizabeth Michelle

Txam93umc@netzero.com 

Nice to hear from you. You´re right I haven´t been felling very well lately which is one of the reasons why I haven´t posted  - don´t want to be a burden.

I hope you´re doing okay.

 

Take care

Best wishes

bentien

 
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October 14, 2006, 1:36 am PDT

Hi Sea

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Hugs and prayers and GREAT to see you. Sorry you've been feeling down. :-) SEA

SELF MATTERS INCLUDES BENTIEN
God Bless Bentien and God Bless Bentien A LOT

B entien is a very intelligent young woman who just got her Graduate's degree
E njoys a change of scenery and a challenge in life
N eeds to feel like what she is doing will make a difference to lives and the world
T akes time to take care of herself so she excels in all that she does
I nteresting and fun and a very compassionate person
E ach time Bentien stops by we smile since we are happy to see her
N ext direction in life is just waiting for Bentien around the bend and on the horizon


Nice to hear from you - I hope things are going okay for you.

 

Best wishes

bentien

 
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October 14, 2006, 1:45 am PDT

Hi Ruthieg - congratulations

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You are not a burden.  I am sad that you think that way.  You are a wonderful, caring person who means the world to all of us here.

 

You take all the time you need to heal, in all ways.  I hope we hear from you soon.

 

Take care of yourself.

Bye for now.

Ruthieg

 Australian Flag Hooroo Family Portrait 

 

P.S.  I'm not sure if you've been keeping up with all the posts.  This board moves so quickly.  I've had a little boy on August 7th.  His name is Nicholas.  All information is in my past posts.  Just go into my profile and read messages, and you'll be able to find out all you want to know.  That is, if you want to do that.





I hope you and your little boy are doing well.

Thank you for your kind words.

 

Take care

bentien

 
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January 2, 2007, 10:30 am PST

fading away

I don´t know what to do any more. I will never get better and the thought of ending this is getting more and more real. I wish I had someone to talk to but no one knows how I feel and I don´t know how to ask for help. People think that I`m strong and happy. In their eyes I´m the person who can handle everything, the person with all the right answers. If they only knew the real me, they would know that I´m confused, scared, lonely etc. Sometimes I just want to close my eyes - I´m tired.  

  

take care 

bentien 

 

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